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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Thursday, September 8, 2005
Hiya
Im in lil better mood today....
'One love is a crooked lie,
world lies in hands of evil,
we pray it would last'
Life burns by Apocalyptica. Bought a CD that has it in it. Plus all kinda other fun.
Neji-kun, no worries. That wasnt the reason. Im just friggin tired of feeling like an useless ass. Feels like all my friends are like 'I shouldnt trust her' and it feels like no-one keeps their promise.... *sigh*
I had a long, long convertation with Juho today.
July, I know that now your gonna laugh and say 'why the heck', but the thing is, no-one else understands me. Its like I and Juho were copies, tho Im the better half of us. But Juho is the only one that has the same feelings with me. He has used drugs now, and cutted himself. It was nice to talk to someone that understands. And it was as friends. I dont think we're gonna talk ever again. But it was nice, for this one time.
Well. ABoute things I bought: Ofcourse alotta manga, two anime magazines (other was only for girls, straight from America ^.^) plus I found this cool anime DVD: Vampire hunter Robin. I also saw Full metal panic at the Free Records shop. And The Last Vampire too. But I only bought The Godfathers of Tokyo or something, and VHR. My ex bestfriend has TGOT right now and I got VHR. Tired of writing the full names....
Plus I bought socks. Again. Man, I got a fetish on socks.... These are Kneesocks tho. I will need them at the winter. Really.
What else did I buy...? Oh yeah. My friend has birthday at 11th of september (Yea yea, World trate senter, I know) And I bought her shackles. I had to translate her a text from a shirt. It told aboute hedgehog. I was surprised she couldnt translate.... Well, Im born to be American.
You know what? First time Juho cared aboute me this whole time. He told me hes happy that Chris is going to check me. He knows the hell Im having here. Yeah.
*sigh* Now Kate is yelling at me.
Peoples, you know what pisses me off? None of you actually tells me anything. WHy your depressed or anything. You know how I feel out here!? Im not the kinda people that gets depressed because you are. Im the kind that wants to know and help. So why doesent anyone gimme a chance? Specially Kate. Its always aboute V and her, and her and V.
I FEEL A FRIGGIN OUTSIDER HERE!!!
It wouldnt make a difference to quit MyO. I have a cellphone. And mail. Will, Chris, Eric, youd better tell me friggin everything. You guys are keeping me here.
Well. Im gonna go. And for FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE Im not gonna be sorry.
Good day.
No-one ever talks to me. Now - it really feels like everyone hates me. Every each of my friends used to ask for help - now they dont want it. They dont want me.
Im losing the dearest ones I have..... But I will never, ever give up from Eric. Never. Or neither Neji or Amerill. Never.
And Neji-Kun, your Kakashi. If Im Sakura-chan, Heli is Sasuke, That M-whatever is Tsunade, July is Shikamaru and Heidi is Temari we need a pervert too. And it cant be Jiraiya. No no. A goodlooking one. Oh waite I beated July with the great Itachi technique so we could call her Sasuke.... This doesent work, am I Itachi or Sakura now!?
And I gotta ask if Eric wants to be Naruto then.....
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