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Saturday, October 1, 2005


This sucks.....
If we dont count the very early morning in, the day has sucked. I an my mom have been fighting all friggin day, she started pragging how I got no life and things. Well, now shes regretting and shes trying to buy me back. She even told me we may be going back home todaynight, or she could drive me home, and leave me all alone, finally. Hehehe just what I wanted. Im good at manipultaing.....

Well, last night was fun. I and Neji-kun were chatting on msn and he sent me new picture of himself. The picture was so, so cute. ^^ I just gotta print it and put it on my wall. I start smiling every each time I see that cute face. And the bunny ears. O_o

And Ile is nice too. He didnt even care when I called him 'Lil Ile'. Then Tweety started saying 'He he he hes YOUR lil Ile ofcourse he doesent care' Well it starts scaring me, cuz Ile told me and July that we're cute. I mean c'mon....

Plus I chatted with Magnus last night, till 2 am, senting music to eachother, then her internet connection cutted in the middle and as he didnt come back, I decided to go to sleep too. I and Marko were bored and neither of us got any sleep so we just talked the whole night. And my bro had been asleep a long while ago.

Well now Im going. And Neji, I didnt mean to hurt you. You know I didnt.


Lyrics that discrive me:




Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.







Im really torned apart in the moment. 3 stupid words ruined my day. 3 words that I wish I never heard, or saw. 3 Words.....
I bet none of you knows what it is aboute, no. All I can say is that this hurts....

Ttyl.








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