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Birthday
• 1991-12-17
Location
• Finland. Unfortunately
Member Since
• 2004-11-20
Occupation
• Heavy Hippy
Real Name
• They call me Jay

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
Anime Fan Since
• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
Favorite Anime
• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
Goals
• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
Hobbies
• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
Talents
• Drawing, cooking, messing up

myOtaku.com: xSakurax

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Greate....
Yesterday sucks, today sucks, and last monday sucked. You wanna know why?

I got a panic attack. Yeah, the friggin ulcer danger came back. I didnt want to tell any of you, because I didnt want to worry anyone. Neji already knew cuz I told him and wasnt planning to tell anyone else, peoples wouldve noticed when I start couching blood.
Okay so my possibility to die in an ulcer is 80%. Ah - hah - hah. Im gonna die. 20% to live. Think aboute it. What did I do to deserve it, huh?
Anyways, yesterday night, I got panic attack ONCE AGAIN. It was outside, I was going to get my bag from our car, when it stroke. I lied there outside aboute 15 minutes without breathing really well till one granny in our neighbour noticed me and ran to get my parents.
Next time I get even a little stress, its gonna mean end to me. Which means I gotta relax here, and it seems to be impossible to me.
I might be online tomorrow the whole day, but that doesent mean I will actually talk. Im gonna pray for my mom to let me be tomorrow all alone at our house to relax. If I dont make it, bad thing.

Now, this also may be my last loggin.... Hmm. If it is then Love you Eric and well. I hope I will see ya.

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