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myOtaku.com: xsome girlx


Sunday, August 5, 2007

this is how I feel
I think he could more easily love
my sister than he could EVER love me..
or even LIKE me..
maybe they were right.. maybe i
CAN'T be loved..

..but you know what?
^ - ^
i'm not going to give up.
I don't want to, I'm tired of not trying
just because something MIGHT be in the way.
I'm sick of it. I won't give up, but i won't push it, either, i won't push what I want because i know it most likely is not what somebody else wants or needs at the time.

And for SOME reason, I hurt again :(
I hurt really badly, physically.
Dangit i thought I was over that.. lol i don't even know what it is. It's like my heart giving out except that I've never had heart trouble.
I'd guess so, because that's where it hurts, but i could be wrong. I've been wrong enough times before.

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