Monday, November 13, 2006

   oh dear
well today one of my best friends told me that he was gay. his name is phillip. while im really happy for him im also rather sad . you see for the last year or so ive had feelings for this friend.

well i guess theres not much else i could do but be supportive and try and hide my feelings .

dosnt life suck :| oh well im sure ill move on ........... i hope

so todays words of wisdom are aout hope:


Friedrich Nietzsche:
"Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torments of man."



love di o_O
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Friday, May 5, 2006

   Peter Pan
i got a part in a stage play of Peter pan :D :D :D im sooooooo happy .i didnt think i would get a part because 210 people tryed to get one . i play nanny . they made her a person not a dog for the play. IM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY :D :D :D :D
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Friday, April 14, 2006

   hi
on my newspaper round there was this seagull and i thought to myself that i would run up and scream at it...... so i ran over and scrreamed just to find out that it was made out of wood. im soooooooooooooooooooo stupid
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Monday, April 10, 2006

   yay
comps fixed im sooooooooooooooooooooooo happy :D
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Monday, March 13, 2006

   ok my comp is still broke........
well my comp is still broke so im at school at the moment......(im ment to be doing some thing for bio ) but anyway i thought that i might update and tell you all whats been happening in my life ....... ok so i got a hair cut ...um me jenny phillip casey and sharon went out to town to give sharon a makeover cos she looks like a man and wheres man clothes (and she has a mullet) lol so we got her a hair cut (i got ine at the same time) and then we took her to glassens and jayjays and amazon and shays shoes and then to strand bags ......and by the end of it she looked way cool well not really cool and would say better looking.....hehe and then me and jen went to see date movie (stupid and really funny) and then it finished and the bus didnt come for another 2 hours so we played pool and airhocky at timezone witch was fun (i really really suck at pool!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and not much else to say now well see ya round love you brooke u rock hurry up and come home!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR hehe oh and thanx 4 cheekin out my site u guys ROCK
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

   hi
im comp is broke wont be on 4 awile bubi
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   hehe im 16 yayyyyyyyyyyy
i got a new phone and some money....and yea
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Monday, February 27, 2006

IM ALMOST 16.....
HEHE TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY well its only 5 hours really !!!!!! i wonder if xanthia rose will call me.....
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

   poem: tell me what you think
"Goodbye"

it was good, what we had going
all the laughs and the love we were showing
then somehow it all fell apart
because one day you broke my heart
but we were still friends after
still shared some love and laughter
but sometimes i wonder if what we did was right
as im lying alone, awake in the night
even through the pain i doubt
that i am the one missing out
i wonder as im missing you
are you lying awake, missing me too
when you are crying on the shoulder of your best friend
do you ever wish he was your lover instead
sometimes i think this is all wrong
sometimes i think ill never move on
my love never really goes away
forever in my heart it will stay
but forever is too long to wait
maybe you'll come back to me, but maybe it will be too late
because although you make me feel weak, i am strong
because although i love you, i have to move on
i cant live constantly longing for the past
so i will try to find someone else and be happy at last
so after tonight no more i will cry
but i will always miss what we had i love you and goodbye


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Saturday, February 18, 2006

   friends poem
"friends"
when you are with them, they make you strong
for friendship is a sacred bond
when we have been lonely far too long
we turn to a friend to lean on

when we are sad, they are there
when you feel like there is too much pain too bear
a friend stands by you to show they care
and i value the friendship that we share

you are there for me, as i am for you
i write these words with a heart beating true
and although our friendship is but a seedling, new
its the foundation for something deeper
i am glad i met you, and im sure you are too

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