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Friday, May 20, 2005


   hey!
yea its rainin again here!
i also wore a tank top today so i was pertty much freezing all day.
if only marcus was at school today.....he always gives me his jacket when im cold......

and ya i might not be able to post this weekend. my computer isnt working......

so here is that poem i promised u.
im warning u, its long.....AND TELL ME WHAT U THINK ABOUT IT!!!!

A FOOLISH LOVE

Since the day i first saw you,
I knew you were my first love.
We were so close,
And so far apart.
Its been all these years,
I've never shown my feelings.
For fear of rejection.
Oh you've given me hints of hope,
Only to be crushed.
Your always with another girl.
I've always been alone.
We've been closer before,
But now is nothing compared to what will be.
We're being separated.
Far far apart.
And now im giving up hope.
Hope that something will happen,
Something between us.
And i think its grown to late.
We only have two weeks left,
You're still with your girl.
And im still here alone.
Waiting,
Waiting for you,
Waiting for me,
Waiting for something,
Anything.
With the way you are,
With the way i am,
I realize now that nothing will happen.
Because im not sure that i,
Myself,
Will show my feelings before its too late.
I still dont know myself that well.
Just like i dont know you.
I need to forget you,
Just forget you.
And i wish it were that easy,
To forget were ever there,
To forget that you were my reason,
To get up in the morning,
To look nice,
To be nice,
And not know if you'd care.
I hate you,
And love you.
But i hate you.
The way you are,
Especially to me.
So tell me why,
My heart beats so,
My back gets chill,
The butterflies flutter in my stomach.
Whenever you touch me,
Whenever your near me,
Whenever i catch a just a glimpse.
Just a glimpse of you,
Because then im somewhere,
Where ive always wanted to be.
But the question is,
Do you want to be there with me?
This is foolish.
Just a childish love.
I feel embarressed to say that i like you,
To other people of course.
Because,
From afar,
No one would ever guess we were in love.
Or, at least i am.
See, way back when
We used to see each other out of school.
We made a secret agreement,
So it seems,
To ourselfs, that we would,
Rarely talk with other people around.
I'd be better on my own,
you see,
To forget you.
Since i might not see you,
ever again.
And im trying to forget you, I mean,
But a peice of me feels empty when i try.
Because im still out there looking for you.
Where are you now?
Im trying to get by,
Without ever knowing you at all.
What is the chance,
Of finding you out there.
Or do i have to wait forever.

And i still dont know.


written by: Bree.

buh bye guys!
breeyume ~~_*

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