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Thursday, August 4, 2005





omg the most horrible news came yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!

so this is gonna be my first year of highschool right? right.
so my dad called me and said that he got a call from my highschool. they said that they changed their boundarys and that i would not be going to that school!!
this is soooo effin horrible!!!! that means that i have to go to this crapy old highschool that is overpopulated with all these people that i dont know!! my BFF is not going to be at the same highschool as me!!! i know absolutely NO ONE that is going to or is at the highschool!

i was devestated when he told me. i started crying! i NEVER cry! and whats more is that i started to cry while my dad was still on the phone. i felt so bad because he started to sound chokey and sad because all this stuff with mom being a ***** and me haveing nowhere to live...being shuffled around like some useless doll and
him not being able to do anything about it.
i felt so bad!! but then....AHHH i dont know what to do anymore....

this is horrible, i feel so, ALONE! im gonna have NO friends to start highschool with.....
i mean, it was hard enough to find one TRUE friend....cuz i have like a zillion friends is just i only have one BFF

god i have to stop....im sry....im just like crying my head off and dieing inside.

i dont no if i even want to do soccer anymore...cuz i wont be playing on the same highschool team as my BFF!!!
but i have to...its like the only thing ill have left....

well...er...i ran again yesterday...today ill only run once. i might get too sore and not be able to move when it comes to tryouts.

on a happier note....not that i feel like it....when i come back to good ole boise im going to be staying with Kat. (my dads girlfriend) u no.....THE ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY KEWL ONE!!! the one that takes me to all the scary movies in the theater and is so funny and nice.....
im gonna be staying with her for like 2 and 1/2 months! its gonna be treble fabuloso!
she is going to be like, a mom. ill get to talk to her about all the boys at school and she'll help me get by with the new school.
my dad told me that she is extatic (sp?!) that im going to be living with her! she is excited too!

ok im gonna get like really happy for a second here....r u ready?


lalalalalala.....fabbity fab fab. Marvy and double cool with knobs!!!
lalalala


well yea...now im like crying and smiling at the same time....im so CONFUUUUUSED!!!!!!

i hope i will stay at least semisane......


one of my friends called me and was like:

"So, I just called to see how u were....."

And i REALLLLLY wanted to say:

"Dead actually; I died a few hours ago. Goodbye."

but i didnt...i went on talking to her


ive got to go...... im on the dash to meet my cousin.
dig u later though.

laterz
from the heartbroken
breeyume

quotesof the day:

"When we hold back on life, life holds us back."

"All of life's great lessons present themselves again and again until mastered."

"Sometimes it takes years to really grasp what has happened to your life."

"An optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty"

oh ho ho i needed this one! and the one below too!

"Don't be afraid to give up the good for the great."

well im gone....sry these were mostly for me....


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