Saturday, December 25, 2004

   MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Merry Christmas everyone!! I know this is the second christmas image I've used, but give me a break! I know you all probably like the other one (The Chi one) better, but this was the only other one I could find!! Hehe.
So, Yesterday, I got a virgin mobile phone!! Yes!! I activated it today..but it might take longer since a lot of people are trying to activate them at once, so it's harder for the people. Once I get my number, I'll make sure to give it to you all!! Hehe. I also got money, money, borders gift card....minutes for my phone, Smile Empty Soul CD, an old Blink 182 CD, and a Linkin Park CD. Hmm.... I got lots of clothes!! Some camo pants! Yes! =^.^= But if I wear them, Taylor will go, "Hey, you so copied me!" Pshhh. As if!! Hehe. I don't like her enough to copy her, sorry. I've wanted Camo pants since as long as I can remember!! Hehe. So, anyway!! MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE YOU! HUG ME DAMNIT!! HEHE! MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

my friend tommy hung himself. he didn't die, but now he can't ever breathe on his own. he has to have a stupid machine on him all the time. i think it's because he was gonna be a dad. i wish i could see him, but i can't. jake went and saw him, and he said that he was horrible--probably worse than before he did it. i mean, i can understand .. he had a horrible life. he had an abusive dad, and then he was gonna be a father. he was forced to move across the county;away from his friends,and his girlfriend dumped him and said she never loved him--she didn't even like him. through all of that, when he would talk to me, he was always so happy. and because of that, i never even thought he would do something like this.
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   Break!
Finally! It's Christmas Break!! I'm SO happy! This week was so hard on me--and no, not just from school. I'm just so happy it's finally all over. But I still can't believe that Christmas is only 4 days away. So, Merry Christmas!!! <-- Just incase I don't get to talk to you in those 4 days. I love you all!! Well, most of you! Hehe.
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Monday, December 20, 2004

   Truth
The Truth is a hurtful ... thing. BUT, you have to except it, since it's apparently true.

Lies. The one word which opposes the truth. Sometimes it's nice to accept the lies, since the truth is so painful. Liars are sometimes those people. They don't like the truth which they had/have to face, and they don't allow others to face the truth either. I hate liers.

You could say that I was lied to; kept from the truth. 9 P.M. - 12 A.M. is three hours. Three hours of tears is sometimes the result of learning the real truth about a lie. Learning the truth from the liar hurts less than hearing it from someone else who just knew. Trust me: I know.
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

   Chynna taught me how to read palms!
At lunch, Chynna, my friend; not the country, taught me how to read palms!! I'm gonna read Alex's palm next time I see him! Hehe...yea..."read his palm". More like hold his hand =^.^= <~~ Alex dont' read that! Lol. It's a secret...And now ur wonderin 'bout the picture. Well I thought it was purdy, and I like it... and if you don't...tell me in a comment. lol. COMMENT! .. if you want lol.
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Die!!!
Hehe, I don't know why, but I think if I hear Taylor Peterman yell one more time, I'mma kill her. I mean talk, since screaming is talking to her. Every word she says is a shout, and it gets on my nerves!! Hehe. I hater her I hate her I hate her!!! Okay....BYE BYE
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

   Again
I cried last night in silence. My mom asked me what was wrong, and as usual, not wanting to be a burden, I said "Nothing." I dont' know why I just can't be honest with some people-sometimes even myself. I can't make myself the way I want to be unless I try, and for some reason, it's almost like I'm afraid to do so. But there are times that I do try, and that's whent the words crash my meaning. "You're such a poser! You only like one of their songs!" The words spill from my brother's mouth.
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

   No Chance
I wasn't given a chance to finish, but I'm afraid if I do, it'll make things worse. Nobody probably doesn't know what I'm talking about, but that makes it all the funner! =^.^= I know if I say this you all might get mad...(this is a new topic) but I'm sort of losing my interest in anime and manga. It cought my attention at first, but I guess it's catchieness is over? I mean, I'll like that things that I read and saw in the anime and manga, but I don't think I'm going to go out of my way to get anymore. But I still will stay on the site...
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Monday, December 6, 2004

   Mall!!
Today, Kate and I went to the mall! >.< I bought presents for everyone except for Alex..Sorry buddy! =^.^= And I'm out of money...again. Lol. Oh my God, I can't believe Jenna did that, Alex. I was so mad!! Talk about embarrassed!! Haha. Well, I went to the mall with $60, and left with $5....And Daddy got mad. And now, you're probably wondering about my choice of picture! Well--When Kate and I were in the mall, we went...BOY SCOUTING! And when we did, we saw one sitting not too far away from us, and yes...Alex he did look like you. When I went to talk to him, it looked like he was about to cry, so I just left him alone. ^.^ He looked too much like you! I was about to die. Lol. Then, Kate made me try on this dress at some store, it was $79 and I loved it! It was black, yes, and it fit so good! Oh, and the pic was like us spying on that cutie! ^.~ So..um..oh yea! In tech class, Shelby is teaching me how to play the keyboard...or atleast a part. Tehehe. So...Alex...what do you want for christmas? Um...how about some pie? Or some fudge? How about a cookie? Oh well, whatever! ^.^ The song of today is "Vindicated" by Dashboard Confessional. I love that song! Well, please comment!!! Please!! OH, and Alex, congrats on getting to ride out bus! If you get lonely, I'll start to ride every day ^.^ Don't want ya to be lonely...but maybe Kevin will make you happy...Hope not! More time for ME! Lol. Just Kidding...Lala...Well I'm gonna go...COMMENT! Hehe. Bye!!!
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Saturday, December 4, 2004

   POETRY TIME!
Okay. So I'm very bored...and decided to write...bum bum bum...POETRY! So far I wrote two poems in twenty five minutes. Now, you're probably wondering what the picutre means...? Well, in order to write poetry, for me, I have to look down and see my true feelings. It kinda looks like she's doing that in the picture, so I chose it...plus I like it. Lol. SO! Here the poems are:

Everytime:
Everytime I see your face,
Is everytime my heart will race.
Your wink and smile
Drive me wild,
And when you're with me,
I'm but a child.

Everytime I get too cold,
You sit next to me and act so bold.
Your arms wrap around me tight,
Taking away every single fright.
You say you'll be my hero;
someone to love,
But everytime I look up for you,
I still only see that white dove.

Everytime I close my eyes,
Is everytime that I realize:
You're the only one for me,
The only one who can make me happy.


Well, that's only one...I'll post the next one tomorrow. What do you think?!

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