Saturday, August 19, 2006

Name: Shia
Mood: bored

Ok so i got back from my friends house. It was a lot of fun. her cats are evil but they love me. I'm just lovable is all -^^- lol.

ok hmm i don't really have much to say so i'm just gonna...hmm...ramble?

I'm tired. Really tired. x_x dead. lol ok so i'll ttyl! gotta go work on a friends layout!!

Shia

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Friday, August 18, 2006

Name: Shia Ashakira
Mood: Mixed Emotions. Mostly Happy, Excited...actaully mostly tired.

Had to Get up at 9:00 AM. Why? so my mom could go to the shool house...oh whip-dee-doo -_- *yawns*



Hola, it is I- Shia Ashakira! LOL ok so how have ya'll been? And what's new? Everything is ABSOULTLY GREAT!! and i'm freakin serious to. No screaming, fighting-ok that's a lie...i got into a fight with my brother ^^'' lol. He twisted my sore ankel. And he knew it was the bad ankle and he still did it!! x_x it hurts- a lot. I'm going over to a friends house later. A bunch of us are getting together. Me, mel, dani, envy, idk about Jessy or Ami. *shrugs*

Anyway *stretches* i'm gonna kill who ever came up with those dumb blonde jokes. I'm serious. I know that they're funny but now-a-days ppl are treating blondes like they are

1. Stupid/retarded
2. Sluts
3. Bitches-ok yea we are ^^''


IT'S SO F**KED UP!!! they need to stop. and NOW. Grrr...

*yawns* tired. yes. i am x_x

Ok, so now...um..hmm I'M RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO SAY!!

LOL

ok, i'll stop...i'm hyper...idk y tho. i just am. O.o

Zamboni...haha isn't that an awsome ride? i'd love to have one as a car. ZAMBONI!! but actually...they terrify me...O.o

i'm serious.

really. i am.

But it's an awsome word!! ZAMBONI!!

Do u know...that sudden outbursts can cause horrific damage to me? ...it's true..i'm serious. i hate it when ppl just suddenly scream at me. Sudden Outbursts. O.o they scare me. AND YES I AM SERIOUS!! -_- u don't believe me do u? ...do u?!

Ok, i've lost it...seriously.

Really.

*starts humming a tune*

Beetles? ...beetles. bugs. creepy...ugly...freaky looking bugs...they scare me. Not as much as Sudden Outbursts do, but they scare me.

"Have chocolate before bed to sweeten your dreams"

I don't have nice dreams anymore. They are all scary. About dark, death and shadows taking over me. The Light is no longer. I'm fading away from the world. Nothing. Nobody. I'm Gone. Gone. Gone. *echos*

Aries. What does Aries mean? ...I'm Aries. The God of War. Sweeeet. lol

I found a bunny. He's so soft...and cuddly...he's a stuffed animal.

Haha.

Mountain Dew. Don't drink it and play the computer.

Haha. LMAO.

Kinda like Beer.

Ooo Beer. ...it's smells bad. Really bad. tastes worse too. Yet...ppl drink it. *blinks* ...the mysteries of life.

LOL

A Tree. A Dead Black Tree. Never to live again. Like A Black Heart looking for love. Only, Who can love a black heart?

A Black Heart can be cured only with the touch of Love.

I've been cured. But it's slowly turning back. No More. Just another Black Heart. No Love. Nothing. I won't stop believe. I'll continue to believe. And Hope. Have Faith. And maybe...even dream the sweet dreams i once had.

Pray Every night to the moon. It guides u. Leads u onward. Trust me. I know.

"I see the Moon and the Moon sees me. The Moon sees the one I want to see. So God bless the Moon and God bless me, and God bless the one I want to see" it's from a movie. yet i heard it before then. i say it every night to the beautiful moon.

New Moon. I hate it. No moon means no light. No Prayer. It won't work on a New Moon. No moon. it scares me b/c i know shadows are lurking and the moon can't protect me. It scares me.

*starts humming*

What Does Love Mean To You?

Answer in Comment Please. I'm just curious.

You don't have to answer.

My Quotes I wrote into my Little Book:

"Destiny. Fate. Faith. Hope. Love. Hate. Forgivness. Loath. Dreams. Nightmares. Fantasy. Fear. Real. Prayer.

Just Simple Words. They're meanings are what matter."

"Fear Is Proof That You've Looked At Its True Form. But What If What You See Isn't Really Fear?"

"A Dream is an illusion. Not Real. Fear, however, is real and is every where you go. They stay hidden like a nightmare you try to rid from your mind. A Fantasy isn't real yet you wish it could be. You wish you were someone else and fear who you are now. You Hope tp be somewhere else like a simple dream you dream that night. Your scared to show who you are and hide yourself so much that no one notices when you pass by or are late. You're invisible to the rest of the world and still scared that they will eventually find you. It's like waves crashing on a beach, from the crowd, the light, the fears and nightmares that haunt you you. Stay hidden and it's like you were a myth. Not real. You know you're not extraordinary or perfect and you feel alone. It's like melting into the earth od dissolving into the wind that carries you far away."

"Gazing Upon the stars. I try to make a wish. A Wish that won't come true. Aloth i know it won't, i won't stop hoping my wishes are being heard and maybe granted one day. One single star can grant a wish but imagine what thousands could do."

"Life Fulfills your dreams. No matter where you go, stand tall with belief in your heart."

"Searching for the answers. I see, I listen. Carefully picking out each clue. Slowly. Carefully."

I wrote those so yea. there's tones of more but i'll type 'em tomorrow or somethin'

A Quote From a Friend:

"A tree may die...but it leaves behind fresh soil where another can grow.
I don't think the old tree wanted to leave...but it was best for it. So abother tree could takes it's place and enjoy the same wonders and the other tree did....
So the older tree was sent to a place better for itself...and the fresh tree had a new like. It's a cylce. A bad thing is a good thing if you think about ti. It's a chance to learn. To see what can happen, and have you looking forward to every step of life. I use tree and an analogy for us people and life on this planet. We are the same as the wise old tree. We learn and grow with it. Without the tree, we cannot live. Without us, neither could the tree. Something bad in life gives you a chance to change it so you won't make the same wrong move again...and when you have friends (or other tree buddies! ^^) everything will ALWAYS turn out ok. Because a true friend will always have a shoulder you can cry on."

By: Danielle: Valon Cra-Z



"Where ever there is love, you'll find life" a title to a News Paper Article. I'll post it tomorrow. Maybe.

Here is A Poem I wrote a while back. Tell Me what You think!!


A Wish Of Freedom
"The light is shines
Shines so bright
I wish upon the single star
That lays alone in the sky
The wish i wished tonight is a wish that can set me free
If only that single star would,
Grant that wish for me..."


I used to believe that running was the only way to solve things. But Now that i have true friends. They taught me i need to stand and fight...especially for the things i want most in life.

Freedom and Love

The Darkness used to shelter me. Now I believe the Light is the only way to seek Guidance and Light. Faith and Hope. Dreams and Destiny and Fate.

Wanna Know How Tall you'll be when you grow up? (Warning: This Is Probably Not Accurate)

BOYS: Add your mothers height in inches, your fathers height in inches, and 5. Divide the total by 2.

GIRLS: Add your mothers height in inches and your fathers height in inches, then subtract 5. Divide the total bye 2.


Please tell me you're Results!! lol i'm curious. lol a lot.

Well Gonna update my other site and then get in the shower! Byez!!

Shia Ashakira

"I see the Moon and the Moon sees me. The Moon sees the one I want to see. So God bless the Moon and God bless me, and God bless the one I want to see"

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

*yawn* hola my friends. *stretches* just woke up (12:00 pm) *yawns again* i went to sleep late. i have a new favorite movie and i absolutly LOVE it!!!

Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood. lol

My sister woke me up at 6 AM just to get her movies back. i have a feeling she's going back to New York today to see her boyfriend. She's been down lately and i was trying to figure out why.

So freezing in this house >_< i think i could die.

i was kinda depressed yeterday but today...idk i just feel...different!! lol

So Much Better.

I need to go back to sleep x_x

LOL.

OMG!! I SWEAR THAT MOVIE IS GETTING ON MY NERVES!! Jacob-5 year old brother is watching Scooby Doo-Monsters Unleashed AGAIN. he's watched in everyday for the past week and he watches 6 times a day...it's so annoying x_x >_< T_T

He's starting Kindergarten...

I'm going to 8th-one more year of Middle School.

Anyone seen "A Walk to remember" ? It was so sad T_T

ok so I am going to go b/c well...i need to update my other siter T_T

Laterz!!

Shia

"I see the Moon and the Moon sees Me, the Moon sees the one I want to see. So God bless the Moon and God bless me and God bless the one I want to see"
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

ok all Envy left a while ago and my cousins are here. so moi has gotta go and well...hmm idk what to say. Well go check my BlueStar101 post then...tata!!

Shia
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i'm a bad terrible friend. i yelled at envy when i was caring for someone. i didn't mean to i just sorta did b/c a friend of mine is hurting himself. idk what to do except yell. everything is messed up. idk what to do about envy or my friend. i care for one and yell at the other. i care for them both it's just...idk what to do anymore but just sit and cry. oh god...what can i do to help my friend but also keep envy as a friend?

Shia
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not much to say except that i hate myself so much. ok so yea. i'm so bored and yea. so how have u all been? i'm been just peachy -^^-

not -_-

ok well bye

Shia
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Monday, August 14, 2006

hey all sorry i didn't post earlier..i went to a friends house. it was a lot of fun and now i'm glad i got out of the house. but i still feel really guilty...well i'm gonna go and hopefully i'll talk to u all tomorrow!!
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Time: 1:28 AM
Show I Am Watching: Strong Medicine

Yes, a life time original. I;m bored and i had to stretch my legs cuz my cat was sleeping on me. she's so adorable ^^

Anyway, i was in a good mood yesterday and and still am now. Unfortanetly my grandparents are coming over later... like 8 or 9 AM, >_<

Ok so how are you all doing? I'm bored as can be.

Yesterday when i went fishing i caught a snapping turtle. it looked like a baby and it was really adorable ^^ so cute! lol. but i got to tired and weak cuz i was already sick~high fever~ and the sun wasn't helping much.

Anyway the Layout Thing isn't going so well. i screwed up big time and i have no idea what i did wrong. So i am going to look at already made layout codes and try and figure what went wrong with my making of one. like i said it was really difficult >_<

I wrote a poem too:

"Everything we’ve been through
Everything we’ve said
The way you say I love you
The tears that I have shed

You’re always there
Inside my mind
But why do I care
What I feel inside?

You’re everything meant for me
You’re everything I need
But I just wish that you would see
We aren’t meant to be

Everything we’ve been through
Everything we’ve said
The way you say I love you
The tears that I’ve shed

I ask why
But no one seems to know
Look up and see
My love for you is higher than the sky

Everyone seems to say
That true love is a lie
But what if
What if we are meant for each other?

What is it I ask?
What is it I need?
Behind the mask
To what I seek

You’re everything meant for me
You’re everything I need
But now that I see
We are meant to be"

Idk what i should call it but please read it and comment. Oh and Chapter Oner ~i had to rewrite it~ is done of NightSisters. well i think so. I ended the chapter with a black out. .::Thinks of a grinning hyena::. aren't they just creepy? Hyena's i mean. The way the always have that freaky grin on them? *shudders* just freaks me out i swear. What else freaks me out? GIANT SPIDERS!! O.O there was a large one on the CP screen. i screamed so loud Antartica could probably hear me!! LOL

It's so cold here. >_< i wish i was outside but it's to late and too dark. It's always really warm at night in summers and really cold in the house >_<

Has Anyone heard about the show Three Moons Over Milford? it just started last Sunday. It's about Earth's moon exploding and it's like all freaky and whatnot. I like it cuz i'm into that supernatural stuff. LOL ~sorry i'm strange ^^''~

Lovey ~my cat~ says hi. she stole my chicken salad sandwhich. At dinner last night. I wasn't happy. lol

My foot just fell asleep.

I haven't been Yelled at all today ~actually yesterday~ that's sorta why i'm in a good mood^^

Mew HolliBerrii- Please do Feel Better!!

Envy isn't feeling well ya'll so yea. She's been sick. As you can tell.

Anyway i guess i'd better go huh? LOL

Well I'll post later maybe. ~the first chapter might not be up until maybe sometime this weekend or next week cuz i'm working on the 2nd one~

Until next time!!

Shia

Joke from Larry The Cable Guy (Blue Colored Comedey TV Tour) Why do they call rump roast, rump roast?

*Cuz they figured no one would eat it if they called it a Cow's @$$* LMAO haha sorry I love that team.

Here's An Email a Friend Sent Me

"Here are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought
about:

Can you cry under water?

How important does a person have to be before they are considered
assassinated instead of just murdered?

Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your
thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?

Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were
buried in for eternity?

Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

What disease did cured ham actually have?

How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a
good idea to put wheels on luggage?

Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up
like every two hours?

If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?


Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in
binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to
anyway.

Why is "bra" singular and "panties" plural

Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible
crisp, which no decent human being would eat?

If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a stupid song about him?

Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?

If the professor on Gilligan's Islandcan make a radio out of a coconut,
why can't he fix a hole in a boat?

Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both
dogs!

If Wiley E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that ACME crap, why didn't
he just buy dinner?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables,
what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?

Why did you just try singing the two songs above?

Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but
call it a hemorrhoid when it's in your butt?

Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at
you, but when you take him for a car ride; he sticks his head out the window?

Do you ever wonder why you gave me your e-mail address in the first
place?"

LOL

Think about it for awhile!

Also check out my other site if you haven't already!!

CLICK ME TO GET TO **BlueStar101**

1:50 AM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

ok...idk what to post, i really don't. if u wanna read a post go to BlueStar101, otherwise i'm leaving...bye

.::Shia::.
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Friday, August 11, 2006

i went fishing with my brothers and my dad today. the fish were so slimy and disgusting to touch!! *squeals* so ew!! but i had fun. we went up to chestnut lake-the park w/e. we even went to the Cougars/cabins park. Cougars were in cages and they kept eyeing my brother (11) Alex. My dad went up and said to him "He'd make a meal outta u" my brother hit my dad. it was so hilarious. anyway for those who have seen my brother u would get the joke for those who haven't well...he's a little over weight and he says it's muscle but i doubt it. lol. anyway i'm might be going fishing again later and tomorrow we're gonna go fishing up at Gramps Haas. My dad is brining his bow and arrow along with a gun. we're gonna practice shooting. ^^ oh and i started my story again-over *sigh* anyway i'm in a happy mood. ^^ anyway the first chapter is started over (for those who have read it-only one) and so yea. anyway gonna go update! LATERS!!

.::Shia::.

P.S. HOPE U LIKE THE NEW THEME!!
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