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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Hello
hey all, i was out riding bikes with two of my friends and then we hung out afterwards. it was a lot of fun. I'm sick, i mean, from being light headed to head achs and sudden nose bleeds-something ain't right. I didn't have a nose bleed today-yet anyway. *sighs* it's thundering and it was nice out earlyier when we were riding bikes. it was really hot and bugs kept trying to land on me >_< lol anyway it was a lot of fun. My head is throbbing with pain and dani she....she kept eating expired chocolates!! well they were expired...chocolate expires doesn't it? oh well. Anyway my cousins are over, haven't seen them in awhile and they're moving...why? idk...i mean they'll still go to the same school but they had their house built. so idk y they're moving, it's a great house. *sigh*
(changing subject)
raining....raining...thunder...thunder....wow...*sighs* ok i'm gonna go b4 i lose it
Shia
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
THANK U SO MUCH MEWHOLLIBERRII!! I OWE U!! omg...my site would not look like this if it wasn't for her!! omg...isn't it awsome?!!! well i'm gonna go...
Shia
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
HEY ALL
sorry i haven't really posted much. If any of you are wondering about my story Angel, I've decided to start it up again. Only, more drama. Plz if you have any ideas plz PM me. or you can IM me at DarkenBlackAngel or even email me dolphinluv93@adelphia.net I'm on from 12-3 pm every weekday and every friday, saturday, and sunday i'm on from 1-3 pm and then again at 9-11 pm. Anyway my parents are UGH!! my mom is trying to control my life-including my room!! She's trying to organize my room the way she wants it. Me and my parents even got into a fight-i was crying afterward i felt so hurt, SO i got on AIM to see if one of my friends were on so i could talk to her. I didn't get far when mom almost caught me. I'm a disappointment a failure and right now i feel like giving up. I can;t make the pain go away and if i did the scares wrould stay with me forever. I mean...i just quit.
POEM:
Hurting inside the pain won't go away
No matter how far i go, I stray away from problems at home
My mom, she screams
My dad, he yells
No matter how hard i plead
I'm always beat
I've never win a screaming fight
No matter if i try with all my might
I'm not very strong
But i give it my best
Praying at the end, just a dream from a sleepless rest
Hopeing and pleading for all to be well
I'm trapped in my room, My own prison cell
So i write this poem
And hope someone will see
What meets the eye
Isn't who i appear to be
So afraid and all alone
No matter how far i go or how far i stray
Hopeing and pleading for everything to be okay
Shia
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
sup homies? everything is a bore here, i feel like crying for no reason and then i feel like killing someone...woop...anyway i might be getting a kitten. we found a stray i might me able to keep her she's so adorable!! anyway not much to do, filled up my paint book yesterday. i paint and draw a lot now-a-days. u should all see my sketches!! i even drew on myself a couple times, like tattoos. they looked so real!! mom of course got all p.o.ed on me and dad never knew. I might get a tatt one day, probably. so well later peeps!!
Shia
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Friday, July 21, 2006
Life Sucks Ass...
Shia
P.S. yup that's all i put...
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
i've been grounded and yesterday was my first day back...actually monday was....but i went to a freinds house...anyway during my grounding i had fun...literally...i painted...i drew/sketched everything was perfect. i swam, and took pictures. went shopping and i got two CD's P!ATD and Evanescence and yesterday i went to Micheals to get some more paints and sketch books. I'm reading a book my sister let me borrow. i'm on the 9th one of the series...it's called Daughters Of The Moon. it's really cool...*sigh* anyway if u signed my gb and i haven't signed back PM and i'll make sure to sign...anyway gotta go!!
Shia
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Saturday, July 8, 2006
sorry i haven't posted in awhile ^^'' i've been on my BlueStar101 site..i like how it turned out and i even made a club...go check it out!! lol well ttyl
Shia
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006
ok all i got a nre theme. i hope u like it. i find Lightning Strikes Fascinating. lol. i'm strange. idc. anyway i hope u all enjoy it. well later!!
Shia
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me and a....friend....are in a fight. she doesn't know it yet but she's tell lies trying to end my friendships. y? idk. i think she's mad cuz i didn't invite her to my party. i told her i could only invite 2 ppl. and at that time i thought Jessica's party was the forth and didn't know it was the 3rd instead or that it got cancelled. i don't want to be in a fight with her. i really don't. maybe she just doesn't want to be my friend. or maybe she just hates me...b/c i was a friend to her when she needed it. i give up...i'm done...maybe it's not worth it. but i wish she wouldn;t tell lies. i wish...we weren't in a fight.
Shia
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006
I HOPE THIS POST MAKES 2 PPL FEEL REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD!!!
today is the 4th of July party and my 2 most closest and best friends are coming. Actaully one is already here. Envy. Melly blew me off to hang out with a big baby of a friend because she was lonely. Melly just felt really sorry for....DANIELLE....so she went to the lake with her after saying she was coming here. I was at the lake with danielle last and she got in trouble so her parents said she could never go again. well guess her parents lied. cuz she went to lake today...and Melly blew me off...didn't even bother telling me herself. just told my mom that she couldn't come b/c she was going to the lake with danielle. Lesson learned. don't ever pity one of ur Best Friends. Never Lie to ur BF's...and most of all...can't go on without being blow off.
Shia
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