hey all. sorry i havent been on in a while. *shrugs* idk...kinda got boring to post everyday so now i'll just be on everynow and then b/c it just isn't as fun as it used to be.
i mean. posting will happen every week or so b/c i'm through with competeing. ~_~ but i'll be on everyday to reply to PMs so PM me anyone ^^ bye!
if you want to read my fanfic go to Truths That Hide there are a couple chapters up. if you don't like it then well...w/e
sorry i haven;t posted just don't feel like posting on sites where people don't even come anymore so *shrugs* w/e
yahoo is making me mad. actually everything is but w/e
sorry i if i don't visit anyone anymore. u all stopped caring a long time ago so now i'm giving up to.
thinking about leaving myotaky b/c it's boring. no offense. i'm still a crazy anime/manga fan but this myotaku site thing is like...totally pointless. i mean seriously. you have people competeing to be a number one otaku and when they do end up that far they are total mother fucking ass holes! so give up the dream already at being number one. it ain't gonna happen because the one who is already number one is a stupid person. yet again no offense.
anyway u also have people competeing to which who has the best site. the best layout and it's like wth? get over it already. yea. so i'm done with codes and shit like that. *shrugs*
so yea. this might actually be my last most till the new year. *shrugs* who cares. i don't. well. thanks for listening to this stupid pointless post.
sorry been busy and i'm still busy and i just can't find the time. the choir concert went great. i ended up crying b/c dani-chan is gone and i won't see her for awhile and...idk
things aren't going my way course they never do but i'm in pain i'm hurting. i can't do anything without feeling like a screw up.
hey all. i'm kinda depressed. idrk why tho but i am. i'm obsessed with this new band DeAndra got me hooked on. Kill Hannah. so check em out one day. ^^
i might be going to D's house tomorrow and Pippa-Chan myt be coming too. Dani, Jessy, & Ami are going up to Melly's house.
The choir concert is next tuesday. *sighs* idrc for these kinda things but i love to sing and the songs we do are sometimes really good. my favorite is "Issay Issay (Here Ye, Here Ye)" :: "Coventry Carol" :: "River In Judea" :: "Christmas On Broadway" :: & :: "Hanakuah Wish" :: yea, i'd have to say those are my favorites. i like HANAKUAH WISH the most i think. it's really pretty.
*sighs* idk.
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ok this happened in Advisory Mr. Skalican:
::class watches Channel One:: ::a portion of Malaria comes up and the explain about it and crap::
Mr. Skalican: in the old days it was called 'Yellow Fever' Chris Lafon Wait...bananas? ::class cracks up laughing and Mr. Skalican sighs:: Mr. Skalican: No Chris, Malaria is a disease----
and then he rants on about it. lol when Chris said Bananas this song popped into my head.
HELLO MEH LOVES!!! *hugs all* ooo i am so good today ^^ hee hee. everythings going...GREAT!! well for now. b4 it decides to change courses on me -_-* grrz. lol.
so what's up with you all? how are you? hmm. i tried to get to everyone sites on my XxForgottenxX site and i got to everyones sites that weren't blocked. *sighs* i'll try to make it to everyone on here to and then to my FREAKon theRUN93 site. i don't have many signings on that one since it's new. so to those who come here plz check out that site ^^''
ok...i got some complaints that i should have left Truths That Hide the way it was b/c it was better that way. now that i think about it, it IS better that way. so...yea. i'ma gonna repost chapter 1 the FIRST way i had it. ^^'' lol you all are probably getting annoyed by now with me. sorry! lol.
i'm listening to So Much For My Happy Ending by Avril Lavinge it's a good song and i like it. ^^
mmm. so today went pretty good so far. ^^ my baby brother is really sick. *tear tear* stomach flu. -_- i have a science tomorrow so watch me end up sick too! AGH!! i don't wanna miss school. i know, i know. who would want to go to school? i have numbered days with my best friend Dani-Chan. she's moving next week. *sighs*
i want this week to end b/c i don't like school but i don't want it to end b/c of Dani-Chan. grrz. i don't want her to leave!
*sighs* i;ma post some pictures i took of the snow ^^ it;s really pretty cuz somewhere down along my road *i found this out like weeks ago* theres a pond/lake type of thing that's really pretty! course it's owned by someone but *shrugs* oh well. lol.
Prologue
*My Introduction*
My name is Shia Ashakira. On my journey through worlds I encountered many wonderful, exciting, and even disturbing things. I met many nice and kind people and even bad ones too. I’ve even fallen in love. Throughout my story you will meet characters who may look the same but aren’t the same.
As my friend Yuko says: “People you know, people you’ve met on your world, they’ve developed under completely different conditions on other worlds. You may meet different versions of the same person time after time on different worlds. And just because that person is nice to you on one world doesn’t mean you will find an ally on the next.”
I know you want to read how my adventures go so now…I will allow “Truths that Hide” unravel itself.
Chapter One
*The Journey Begins*
The roses—I love that smell. Admire that smell. I had a garden full of different kinds of roses. Even the black rose grew in my garden, swirling about the pine tree, making it so the pine needles transformed into black roses. Irises, tulips, daffodils, and many other kinds of flowers sprouted from the lush green grounds. I was happy to call it my garden as I walked along the stony pathway.
I plucked herbs from the ground for my new spell. I was known as the Dark Witch, for my dark and ‘wicked’ ways. But my garden…well let’s just say people didn’t expect that from me very much.
Mara, a seven year old and a member of the ‘inside’ of town, came trotting up, strangers following her. One was of orange, brown, maybe even blonde hair and jaded green eyes. She had a lonely expression. A young boy, about a couple or more inches taller than the girl, guarded her, as if knowing something bad was going to happen. He had amber eyes and brown ruffled hair. He wore a dark green-brown cape and had on a black sleeveless turtleneck shirt, a dark green or blue colored pants, brown gloves and working boots. Goggles hung around his neck.
A taller, muscular man with short black hair and deep red eyes walked behind them. He was the tallest of the group. A blonde-haired, blue-eyed cutie walked beside the taller man. The blue-eyed one was about a foot shorter than the red-eyed man and taller than the amber-eyed and the jaded eyed.
He held something I recognized. I instantly knew that they had come. I smiled. The white, furry, long eared creature in his arms had a gold earring with a red ball dangling from it on its right ear and a large round, red crystal in the middle of its forehead.
I stood up. My black dress was stained with dirt. The long sleeves had patches of green and yellow. I chuckled, picking up Smokey, the dark gray-blue feline in which I had acquired not to long ago.
“Shia, Shia!!!” exclaimed the excited seven year old. “Come here!!” I chanted a quick spell that removed stains and I walked over to Mara and her newfound friends.
“Mara, what have I told you about strangers?” I picked up the seven year old and stared at the travelers.
“They came from the sky!” she exclaimed again. I scolded her for such nonsense but couldn’t help but smile as I rushed her inside.
“State your names.” I said already knowing them.
“I’m Fai,” the blonde one replied. I stared into his blue eyes. They reminded me of a jewel. I smiled and turned to the others.
“I am Syaoran and this is her highness Princess Sakura.”
“It’s nice to meet you,” Sakura-Chan said.
“Likewise princess.” I replied.
“This is Kuro-Puu and—” he was cut off by the big burly man.
“WHAT THE HELL HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT THOSE NICKNAMES?! IT”S KUROGANE! KURO-GANE!” I stepped back holding back laughter.
The white creature called out. “Kyah! Kuro-Chi’s scary!!” I plucked the white creature out of Fai-San’s arms and it stared up at me. Its eyes went wide and it smiled big.
“Shia! Shia! Shia! Shia! SHIAAAAAAA!” the white creature was overly excited. I smiled and looked at Kurogane.
He grumbled as I spoke. “Please do not yell. This is a peaceful country” I smiled and mumbled softly. “Or should I say world?”
I then turned to the others and lowered my head. “My name is Shia Ashakira.” I looked down at the white creature, otherwise known as Mokona. “I see you met Ichihara-San.” I pinched his cheek gently. He began to sing and I sat him down.
Fai-San smiled. “Yup.” He always smiled. Why? No one would probably ever know.
“The Time Space Witch?” asked Kurogane glaring at Mokona who had taken a seat on his shoulder.
“She goes by that. She goes by a lot of things.” I replied.
“Do you know of a medicine keeper?” asked Fai-San raising his hand.
I outstretched my arms. “I am the only one in this town.” This just made him smile more.
“We need something for this boys wound.” He waved a hand towards Syaoran-Kun.
I picked up a bottle. I shook my head and looked at him. “Magic should only be used by those who know it well.” I poured the liquid on his wound.
“I advise you not to play with magic as a young child would not play with swords.”
The liquid was healing alcohol. Although he showed no I sign of pain, I could tell it burned his wound.
“You are strong.” I said touching his forehead. “Yuko has told me about you four.” I picked up Mokona and held him close.
“You are traveling to all worlds in order to return Sakura-Chan’s memory to her.” I looked at Syaoran-Kun and leaned in close to him. “Tell me young one…how does it feel? How does it feel to lose the one you love?”
I could see a shocked look cloud over his eyes. He did not reply.
I simply just smiled.
“I am known as the Dark Witch here. I am a friend of Yuko’s.” I waved my hand about them. ‘You are safe; here no one will hurt you. Kyanne Country has its ways of protecting one. Do not harm it and it will not harm you.”
“Catchy logo.” Kurogane said mumbling.
“Yes, I like it too. I find it rather…” I stopped searching for the right word, “suitable for the Kyannians Country.” I smiled, however he was not amused. I looked from Sakura-Chan to Syaoran-Kun. I took him by the arm. “Walk with me.” I said. He hesitated but finally began to walk with me.
“Wait, where are you going?” Sakura-Chan said walking after us.
“Princess…I’ll be fine. Stay with Fai and Kurogane-San.” He said. She stopped but she had a worried expression on her face as we left.
“You paid a very high price.” I said. He just stared at the ground. I felt a pang of loneliness inside me but ignored it. “What is your goal Syaoran-Kun?”
“To retrieve her highnesses memories.” He stated.
“She isn’t around Syaoran-Kun.” He looked at me.
“Sakura-Chan is the Princess of Clow Country. I must retrieve the feathers. All of them.”
“She’s not just the princess of your home, she is more to you isn’t she?”
“She is my childhood friend…and the girl who is most precious to me.”
“It hurts doesn’t it?” he looked at me confused. He was taller than me. I was probably the same height as Sakura-Chan, maybe shorter.
We approached a crystal clear pond with gold, orange, red, and yellow fish swimming around inside it. “Yuko and I talk using this magical seeing mirror. I needed a place to hide it so I placed it within the pond.”
“Ms. Ashakira, why aren’t you surprised to see us?”
“Because I knew you would one day come.”
“Huh?”
“You see Syaoran-Kun, I have a goal too. But it is my secret. I was one day hoping you, Sakura-Chan, Fai-San, and Kurogane-San would land here.”
“Why?”
“Because I have something I need to do.”
“What is it?” I laughed.
“You have a lot of questions Syoaran-Kun.”
“…Ms. Ahsakira—”
“Shia-Chan will work just fine.” He looked at me with a strange look.
“Shia-Chan, are you going to travel with us?”
“Somewhere around that conclusion.” I smiled. “You are into history, are you not?”
“I am.” I handed him a book.
“Kyanne Country is full of many historical sites. Perhaps while you’re here you’d like to check them out.” He nodded and smiled.
“Syaoran-Kun, don’t push yourself to hard in searching for Sakura-Chan’s feathers. You will find the. All of them.”
He gave me his serious look and we began to walk back. I looked over my shoulder and saw him beginning to read the book. I watched as the sun made its way over the horizon, ready to sleep.
there it is. chpater one and the porolgue. *sighs*
my head is throbbing. i don't even know why i'm on. i don't feel good. i'm sick. i had to go to my grandparents today for alex's b-day party (he is now 12) it's 8:42 PM and i'm really tired. i don't know why. i went to bed at around 1 AM last night and woke up at around 1:30 PM today. i am now really tired but i didn't do anything at all. i was just at my grandparents being bored.
however, i did watch The Davinci Code. i'm in love with it. =) my uncle is gonna let me borrow the book. you know...that movie threw me off b/c of King Arthur and the Holy Grail not actually being a gold cup -_-
*sighs* last night at the dance i kept almost passing out. i'm forgetting more and more. and i'm only 13. idk what's wrong with me. idc anymore. someone last night pissed me off b/c he was trying to "tell me the truth" about my life. made me mad that i'm not talking to him now. i'm wating for an apology. doubt i'll get one tho.
i'm hardly talking to anyone now. i get the occasional IMs but that's just about it. in a minute or two i'll probably work on my fanfic.
i hope u all had a better day then i did. i feel like shooting myslef in the head.
i fell asleep at my grandparents house while writing a story. i woke up to an ice cube going down my back. i found out it was my uncle. so i got him back. i wasn't able to fall asleep again. and then i became so paranoid i started to cry and sat in a corner for about 2 hours.
i wasn't happy. i still ain't. i'm depressed and sad and in pain. my chest keeps closing up and it's difficult to breath and i have to stay seated or laying down in order not to feel like i'm gonna pass out. i did at my grandparents. i blacked out. mom says its just sinuses but *shrugs* idk.
well. i'm gonna go work on my fanfic and listen to depressing music. well. bye y'all
