Sunday, November 26, 2006

I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!!

i know how many of u were looking forward to reading my FanFic Truths That Hide but i wasn't on all day and i have to edit. plz know that i will try my hardest to post it. and i'll even post 3 chapters just for u all ^^''

yet again I'M SORRY!!

Shia
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

i hardly slept last night. an hour. but within that hour i had a horrible dream...something happened inside that dream. it was scary and i was terrified. well i fell asleep on the couch at around 10 AM and slept till 3:30 PM. *sighs* i was asleep and what does mom do to wake me up? SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUTTA ME!!!!!!!! my heart was racing really hard. T-T i'ma die one day b/c of them. i'm gonna get scared so bad that i'm just gonna fall over dead!! i'm buying my family bells to put around their neck. and they wonder why i sleep with the light on?!!!

anyway last night i watched THE NOTEBOOK which made me cry T-T and i also watched half the movie called DELIVERANCE. i puked...it made me sick....so i turned that have and watched Lion King 1 and the 2nd one too. that freaky baboon scares me. lol

so how is everyone. i'm bored. so i'm ago. YUP!!

bye

Shia
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Friday, November 24, 2006

hey all. what's up?

LOOK HERE: this new internet explorer is making me mad. it's cutting off half of everyone's post to where i can't read them. i was highly pissed off when i found this out. i was trying to figure out what was wrong with Koenma Girl's layout. turns out NOTHING is wrong. it's just MY computer. i HATE it. grr so if i never comment again NOW u know why. *growls*

i've been dancing around like an idiot all morning. O.o something is wrong with me. lol i'm actually...in a good mood. doesn't me i'm happy tho! >:(

i have a bad cold b/c of my cat -_-* who knew it was possible. i've been sneezing constantly just like him my nose is running and i hate it!!!!!!!! ><

*sighs*

THANKSGIVING: yesterday was hilarious XD lol seriosuly. i'm actually GLAD i went to my grandparents. i made my grandpa go insane which was friggen hilarious! lmao. my mom told everyone about JD. no one knows that we are dating yet except our friends and his parents. Why? b/c i'm not allowed to date till i'm 16. (AND NO I AM NOT A SLUT!!!!!!!) >< idk why my parents mad that rule but they did anyway mom was like "She talks for hours with him, tall, skinny, and red long shaggy hair." my face was red and my sister just HAD to point it out. she goes "Is his hair as red as her face?" "REDDER" mom replied. GRRZ ON THEM >< i wish i could tell them tho...i want them to be happy for me. GRRZ

Anyway so the ppl who visit my site if u get a PM from me it's b.c i am going to try and comment as best as i can and when i CAN comment and my computer isn'y messed up i'll try and comment as best as i can. my computer also did this:

it never lets me comment first =( why? idk. but every time i'd visit someones site and no one commented and i wanted to comment i got mad and started to make a scene. lol

so yea...now ya know of that too. =( i really am sorry and i don't blame you that you stop coming here. just know that i'm really, really, REALLY sorry T-T

i'm really hoping for a camcorder this year. i really want one. that way i can video tape me and my friends being idiots =) and when Dani-Chan (Valon Cra-Z) comes back next year we'll show her the things that happened and we'll make more videos with HER in 'em. *crys* DANI-CHAN!!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU!!! there's no one like ya. ^^ we're always gonna me your friends *smiles* you're our Dani-Chan! ^^

so i'm thinking about posting the PROLOGUE and CHAPTER ONE of my Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle FanFic on Sunday. i'll post a chapter every week *if i can* i'm on chapter 18 now and soon to be on 19 ^^ idk if you'll like it or not. the prologue is like 3 sentences so that's why i'm posting chapter 1 with it cuz i don't think you all want a rip off waiting for three sentences and then that;s all ur gonna get until next suday XD i don't need more ppl pissed at me. ^^''

yea, so i'ma go clean my room. BYE BYE!!

**|S|H|I|A|**

~may you live to see what good awaits you~

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! ^^ haha

lol sorry i didn't post yesterday i've been working on my FANFIC. yup yup. that's the only thing i basically did yesterday. was work on my fanfic and listen to the same song for about 7 hours. lmao. seriosuly.

well my mom downloaded something. it's a new internet type thing and it's faster than the one before =D yay!! it also has "tabs" where u can keep one internet explorer up instead of a hundred and you can use the tabs for different links. i like it. it's easier XD

well in about half an hour we're leaving. i don't wanna go to my grandparents house :'(

idk if my aunt penny's gonna be there. mom said no but she always shows up. haven't talked to her since LAST thanksgiving. *sighs*

well just wanted to say happy thanksgiving ya all!!

BYE!!
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

it's almost 5 in the morning and i;m still up. grrz *sighs* i should sleep but i can't. well i'ma go. if u want more go to my BlueStar101 site. yea..bye
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Monday, November 20, 2006

hey all it's almost 2 in the morning. me and my mom plus the cats are the only ones up. i'm havong a rough time. and i mgith not be on the rest of the day later b/c i have to clean the house with my mom. and my room -_- grr. lol so yea. well that's all i wanted to say. so..yea. i'ma go. bye bye

E
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

>< grr. yahoo and AIM aren't working for me T-T stupid meanies. so that's why i am not on either one of them. right now it's 1:42 PM and i'm watching the parent trap. the new version. it's a good movie. i like it. lol

as you can see i have changed my theme. i know it's not so good right now and i am still working on that so gimme some time ^^'' i'll try and work on it tonight.

this morning we got our x-mas tree out. it's a nine footer and wouldn't fit in this new house's living room so my parents cut the top off so now it fits. course now te 3 kittens climb up the top. lol. duke has already made it to the top and jumped onto a high shelf and then onto a box. i never saw it cuz i was in bed. ~_~ i'm still tired. i went to sleep at like 5 in the morning but i had to get off the computer at 2. ~_~ grr's. lol

the living room is clean. which is shocking cuz my baby bro normally tears it up. lol. the cats. well mostly mine *smokey* runs around and slides. he uses his back claws to stop which scrapes the floor boards. mom wasn't happy. lol she doesn't mind tho. i think ^^'' iono. lol

ok so what's up with everyone? how is you peepz? i'ms gooooood. lol idk. i had some pixie stick dust and mountain dew. twas gooood. lmao

ok soooo yeaaaa....i'm thinking about making a layout. but idk how to make a good one. i might ask one of my friends to help me. either that i'll just leave it the way it is and mess around with the colors. hyjuu!!!

so um...yea. i think i might go.

BYEZ!!!!
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

hello all. *sighs* my internet died earlier. so yea. *sighs* i'm kinda depressed. actually not kinda. i AM depressed. things at home aren't going so well and well i might have to leave myotaku. and yahoo. and AIM. i'm getting a job. well maybe. my parents are still deciding. *sighs* idk. things are really complicated and idk what to do anymore. i've been listening to the same song for about an hour and ugh...i'm gettin sick of it. but it fits my mood at the moment. how i'm feeling.

i think my mom's figured out one of my secrets. she's always staring at me and she's got this look of betrayel and hurt in her eyes. i think she's trying to forget...forget all the hurt and pain in which i've caused her...*sighs* the good news is that my parents are sorta proud of me. i've got straight A's so far and if i keep in that way i'm going to get $50 bucks. i heard my mom talking to my grams "who knew she could do it" so i think they ARE proud but iono. *shrugs* i just want that $50 bucks cuz i need to go to the mall on the 20th of december and i'm flat out broke. *sighs*

i'm going to be changing my theme soon. yea, idk what one to do tho...i'm thinking about TRC, AIR, CCS, or something else. iono

i'ma go. bye


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Friday, November 17, 2006

hey sorry i have been gone and haven't posted. i got grounded. heh heh. yup...so yea...there's still not much going on. have school off all next week. thanksgiving is coming. i love thanksgiving but i HATE seeing my mom's side of the family *don't talk to my dad's side* and my aunt penny is coming and ugh....my cousin just got married on the 28th of october. i think they'll be there. iono. *my cousin and his wife* she's sweet and i like her. @_@ i'm confused. and i'm getting sick. i'm leaving. bye bye
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i give up. i can't do it anymore. idk why i even try. screw the world. i didn't do anything to the world and now it;s getting back at me for trying to be good. trying to help others instead of hurting them. i'm sorry to those i hurt. to those who lost trust in me. i'm not thay kind of person to hurt her friends. but i do anyway right? I"M SORRY!!!

...i'm sorry...
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