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Monday, November 13, 2006
had a hard day. didn't go so well. don't know if i can hang on any longer. but i'm going to for my friends. and especially holly. she needs me the most right now...idk...so lost...so confused...i need someone to talk to...but i'm afraid...
Elisha
new AIM s/n
FREAKontheRUN93
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
yesterday we all had fun. we watched movies and we watched Monster House. it was a little scary. O_O if it was real and not made of cartoons we probably wouldn't have watched it b/c jessy gets scared. lol, well i really have nothing to post about...i'm kinda down today, really tired and i'm getting sick...
well, i'm going to go. i'll talk to u all later, bye ya all
Elisha
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
hello all it is 2:05 AM here. another late night for me. lol. anyway i made a new site. FREAKon theRUN93 tell me what u think of the site. right now i am watching *without any fascination* blood run down my leg. my cat scratched me and it's pretty deep. owie. lol
yesterday my brother and mom went shopping so i had to watch my baby brother cuz i didn't wanna go. well he actually listened to me O_O wowzers. lol. anyway we watched the movie Cars which was really good. i thought it would be kinda stupid but it wasn't. lol. i watched Little Man by myself tho cuz everyone was home but i just got sorta down, so i watched the movie. it was hilarious!! lol
QUESTION TO COOLCATKYO IF YOU READ THIS POST!!!
Before you moved from your home town did you know anything about the Bell Witch of Tennessee? *just wondering* cuz we got this DVD called An American Haunting and it's based on that and i was just wonderin if you knew anything about it. ^^''
later today 2 of my friends are coming over *maybe, still gotta get a yes from their parents* Jessy and Holly might be coming over and staying the night. we would watch An American Haunting but Jessy gets scared and we don't wanna terrify her to where she will cry. *hugs her* it's ok!! lol ^^'' holly and i are ok with horror movies. however in order for ME to watch them i have to have a friend to cling on to ^^'' sorry, i may love horror movies but i ain't brave!! lol
Danielle was supposed to come but yesterday she told me she had plans today, so...yea. ~_~
it's dark...really dark. O_O the only lights on is the computer overlight, the computer's glow, the lamp in the corner that gives off a small gold glow and the night light in the kitchen that is a faint glow. not many lights on. oooo. lol sorry.
I Shall Reveal This To The Public Now
i am making a comic. it's called A Day In Desert City lol. it'll be good. my dad found the scanner. and now we have to find the disk for the scanner. grr. it's not an anime/manga comic btw. it's "ppl" i created. lol. you'll find out soon enough. perhaps...maybe...idk >
ok...so now i'm back to u all, how have you been? i guess i've been pretty good. idk tho. *shrugs* ~_~
ok some more pointless ?'s and u don't have to answer them if you don't want to, idrc:
1) What would you do if someone you loved didn't you love you back but only as a sister/brother or just a friend?
2) If you could choose between having a true friend that would never betray you or ditch you and living forever, what would it be?
3) If say you were to die tomorrow, what would you do to fill up your last day?
4) Is there really a true meaning to life?
5) What would you do if someone was making your best friend suffer?
6) Do you wish to live or die?
7) How many times have you wondered if there really is a God and can he really hear your prayers?
AND THE LAST ONE:
8) What would you do if you didn't have a family that you belonged to?
My Answers
1) i would keep them as close as i possibly could, never to let them go. and if it was reverse, i would still keep them as close as i possibly could
2) I would rather have a true friend, b/c at least when you die, you had someone by your side
3) I would spend it with my best friends and my bf
4) idrk if there is or not, i'm still looking for the meaning
5) i'd kick their sorry ass clear to cleveland!
6) that is a ? i cannot answer
7) Many times. 2 many that i cannot count
8) to tell you the truth..i proabably would be here. my friends ARE my family. my real family doesn't really know anything about me...
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there are the ?'s and my answers to my own ?'s. lol.
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Here are some pics of smokey
What's happening in the pictues
PIC 1: my hand is in the pic, that is my wrist band and that is smokey, not wanting to be there *lol*
PIC 2: i am trying to prevent him from attacking Lovey
PIC 3: he is trying to swat at the camra string
PIC 4: he is getting ready to pounce on Lovey
PIC 5: in my bay window i have this stuff piled up to where it's like a mountain. i am on my bed laying down, looking up. smokey has his head looking over the edge down at me from the top of the mound of stuffz. *lol*
PIC 6: He is trying to rid the smell of my stinky shoes *lol j/k* he's showing off: i think, or just rolling over: maybe it really is trying to rid the smell of my stinky shoes T_T *lol*
The Other Animals in our house
Who Are In These Pic's
PIC 1: That is Lovey, the oldest cat in the house
PIC 2: That is Piper, my sister's cat
PIC 3: Smokey *on top* Phoebe *left, and also my sisters cat* and Duke *right and my 11 year old brother's cat*
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it's almost 3 AM in the morning. i kept getting distracted while typing this post. lol, and i've been watching this Anime on youtube called Air Holly told me about it so i decided to check it out. it's sad. it has made me cry. *tear tear* T_T
my comic that i am drawing/writing is no more than 4 boxes and i am re-drawing them into my sketch book. did i tell you i've been writing this story? it;s kinda off and on, i write it mostly when i'm at school cuz it gives me something to do. i want to finish it b/c i want to type it up and let you all read it. if i don't finish it then...*sighs* oh well
IF MEW HOLLIBERRII READS MY POST
FINISH 31ST IN SALEM!!! I AM WATING FOR IT PAITENTLY *ok..maybe not ^^'' lol*
*sighs* i'm bored and i'm not tired. i'm listening to What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts i love that band!!! lol country is awesome and idc what anyone says, i like country! but i like all music. country is what i grew up with b.c mom always played it on the radio, never changing the station. i don't mind tho.
i'm obsessed with the anime Tsubasa Chronicle. and i've watched it on youtube but not all the episodes b/c i don't remember where i left off ^^'' i like it was like 31 or 32. maybe it was 36? idk >< anyway yea, the second season is out on youtube now! i was so happy. i am really anxious to find out about Syaoran's past. it's driving me insane!!!!!!! oh well...i think i've bored you already to death with this long pointless post. so i'ma go now. bye bye
Elisha
*Sorry the pics are so big ... ^^''
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Friday, November 10, 2006
almost 1 Am in the morning here. and i still have 6 more movies to watch. hee hee ^^''
u see: i made a bet with my friend DeAndra to see who could go the longest without sleep. so..i'm not going to sleep!!! NOPE!!
watch me and i will fall asleep -_-* lol
i'm so bored. i watched the Prince and Me 2 just earlier. my cat is asleep. i'm soon to fall asleep. and grrr ~_~ ~_~ ~_~
Some Questions I Thought Of:
DEATH: who thinks death is the enemy? or does everyone know it's apart of life and possible the only solution to anything?
LIFE: who wonders why we are here? who thinks they are a mistake b/c everything you say or do is always something wrong? who sees that life would be better off without you?
TIME who really believes the old saying 'Time Is On Our Side' ?
BELIEFES:
who stopped believing a long time ago b/c Faith and Hope gave up on you?
WISHES UPON A STAR: who still wishes upon a star and wonders if they'll ever be happy?
SIGHT: who wishes they could be a blind (wo)man so they would no longer have to see the cruel and hated world?
FEAR: who believes that sayings 'Fear Is The Only Thing You Have To Be Afraid Of' 'There Is Nothing To Fear But Fear Itself' ?????
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My Answers:
Death: death comes and we all go. death always happens and there is no way to stop it
Life: I wish i was never born b/c all i can seem to do is hurt ppl more and more
Time: what's the points of clocks or time if it isn't on our side? *in other words no i don't think time is on our side*
Beliefes: I stopped believing
Wishes: I wish every night on every star and the moon
Sight: without sight we would no be able to see the good things that come forth
Fear: fear is nothing but in our imaginations.
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Elisha
*Sometimes life is so bad that we have to give up: But life can be so good that we have to think twice*
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Thursday, November 9, 2006
Sometimes bad things happen in life in which we cannot control. i know that life is a living hell and in which is probably worse...so we try to rid of life itself. In most cases kids are afraid to committ suicide b/c they still know that it cannot take the pain away. only you yourself can omitt that pain. For there are others who cannot control the pain that is afflicted upon them by someone they love, cherish or are in family contact with. Sometimes stuff happens that is so bad that all we can do is watch. it's terrible to live the life we were given but is the role we are meant to play. I know and i understand that life is hard. You can't dwell in the bad things because you can't look forward to the good ones that await you
Listen to me when i say i know what i'm talking about, Sometimes you just gotta live it down. Stand up tall with hope and beliefs in you heart b/c sometimes, if you show that you are capable of doing it: you end up being able to do it. Don't let rumors or gossip get you down and don't let your parents or friends push you around.
Suicide is not the answer b/c it doesn't solve anything, yes it takes u off this planet but it doesn't get rid of the pain. sometimes...you just gotta put ur fists up and be ready to fight it.
NOW I MUST GO B/C I AM GOING SHOPPING. BLAH!!!!
-.-
Elisha
*if you have any ?'s or wonder why i post this PM me but i'll get back to u later*
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006
hi all. ~_~
science test tomorrow. my friend mel is coming over b/c she forgot her study stuff. so yea. @ 7 tonight there is this lacrosse meeting that i am going to. i like larcrosse. it's a lot of fun and i've liked it since we played it in gym.
well...i'ma go..melly is gonna be here in 5 min, *sighs* tty all later!!
Elisha
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006
so...how ya all been doing? i'm bored. i think i might go blehhhh...lol. >< so bored!!!
ok...i'm done now...i go...bye!!
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Monday, November 6, 2006
6:30
i have to go to school in about 15-20 min. *yawns* it's 3 days this week. cuz there's no school tomorrow or friday. ^^
as soon as i get home later *around 3:00* i'll post again. so yea. well...i'm out
Later
Elisha
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Sunday, November 5, 2006
lol JD went insane last night. i was on the phone and then the computer with him. he was watching the Virginia Tech vs. Miami(sp?) football game last night. dang he went wild. lol it's 11:27 AM here. i woke up at 11. oh! and i meant to tell u all that JD is ok, he's not sick anymore ~well he is but ya know~ *sighs* he scares me sometimes. with all that sugar he eats @_@
i have school tomorrow. grrr. lol idc, i have a science test thursday. ~_~ i'ma fail. BIG TIME. lol. *sighs* ok...so...i'ma go...i might post later...might not...don't know yet....bye!!
Elisha
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Saturday, November 4, 2006
i got home from staying at DeAndra's like 3 1/2 hours ago. *i think* lol it was a lot of fun. ^^ most of the time we were playing PLAY. lmao. that thing was so stupid yet hilarious. hee hee. idk. lol. i'm confused now. oh yea!! we took a bunch of stupid idiotic pictures. that was fun to. well i took a nap. i was tired. *sighs* idk. i'm bored now.
ok...so..um...how is everyone? i'm good. hee hee. lol. *yawns*
well i be gone!
BYEZ!!
Elisha
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