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Thursday, July 27, 2006


HEY ALL

sorry i haven't really posted much. If any of you are wondering about my story Angel, I've decided to start it up again. Only, more drama. Plz if you have any ideas plz PM me. or you can IM me at DarkenBlackAngel or even email me dolphinluv93@adelphia.net I'm on from 12-3 pm every weekday and every friday, saturday, and sunday i'm on from 1-3 pm and then again at 9-11 pm. Anyway my parents are UGH!! my mom is trying to control my life-including my room!! She's trying to organize my room the way she wants it. Me and my parents even got into a fight-i was crying afterward i felt so hurt, SO i got on AIM to see if one of my friends were on so i could talk to her. I didn't get far when mom almost caught me. I'm a disappointment a failure and right now i feel like giving up. I can;t make the pain go away and if i did the scares wrould stay with me forever. I mean...i just quit.


POEM:
Hurting inside the pain won't go away
No matter how far i go, I stray away from problems at home
My mom, she screams
My dad, he yells
No matter how hard i plead
I'm always beat
I've never win a screaming fight
No matter if i try with all my might
I'm not very strong
But i give it my best
Praying at the end, just a dream from a sleepless rest
Hopeing and pleading for all to be well
I'm trapped in my room, My own prison cell
So i write this poem
And hope someone will see
What meets the eye
Isn't who i appear to be
So afraid and all alone
No matter how far i go or how far i stray
Hopeing and pleading for everything to be okay

Shia

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