Friday, August 18, 2006

Name: Shia Ashakira
Mood: Mixed Emotions. Mostly Happy, Excited...actaully mostly tired.

Had to Get up at 9:00 AM. Why? so my mom could go to the shool house...oh whip-dee-doo -_- *yawns*



Hola, it is I- Shia Ashakira! LOL ok so how have ya'll been? And what's new? Everything is ABSOULTLY GREAT!! and i'm freakin serious to. No screaming, fighting-ok that's a lie...i got into a fight with my brother ^^'' lol. He twisted my sore ankel. And he knew it was the bad ankle and he still did it!! x_x it hurts- a lot. I'm going over to a friends house later. A bunch of us are getting together. Me, mel, dani, envy, idk about Jessy or Ami. *shrugs*

Anyway *stretches* i'm gonna kill who ever came up with those dumb blonde jokes. I'm serious. I know that they're funny but now-a-days ppl are treating blondes like they are

1. Stupid/retarded
2. Sluts
3. Bitches-ok yea we are ^^''


IT'S SO F**KED UP!!! they need to stop. and NOW. Grrr...

*yawns* tired. yes. i am x_x

Ok, so now...um..hmm I'M RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO SAY!!

LOL

ok, i'll stop...i'm hyper...idk y tho. i just am. O.o

Zamboni...haha isn't that an awsome ride? i'd love to have one as a car. ZAMBONI!! but actually...they terrify me...O.o

i'm serious.

really. i am.

But it's an awsome word!! ZAMBONI!!

Do u know...that sudden outbursts can cause horrific damage to me? ...it's true..i'm serious. i hate it when ppl just suddenly scream at me. Sudden Outbursts. O.o they scare me. AND YES I AM SERIOUS!! -_- u don't believe me do u? ...do u?!

Ok, i've lost it...seriously.

Really.

*starts humming a tune*

Beetles? ...beetles. bugs. creepy...ugly...freaky looking bugs...they scare me. Not as much as Sudden Outbursts do, but they scare me.

"Have chocolate before bed to sweeten your dreams"

I don't have nice dreams anymore. They are all scary. About dark, death and shadows taking over me. The Light is no longer. I'm fading away from the world. Nothing. Nobody. I'm Gone. Gone. Gone. *echos*

Aries. What does Aries mean? ...I'm Aries. The God of War. Sweeeet. lol

I found a bunny. He's so soft...and cuddly...he's a stuffed animal.

Haha.

Mountain Dew. Don't drink it and play the computer.

Haha. LMAO.

Kinda like Beer.

Ooo Beer. ...it's smells bad. Really bad. tastes worse too. Yet...ppl drink it. *blinks* ...the mysteries of life.

LOL

A Tree. A Dead Black Tree. Never to live again. Like A Black Heart looking for love. Only, Who can love a black heart?

A Black Heart can be cured only with the touch of Love.

I've been cured. But it's slowly turning back. No More. Just another Black Heart. No Love. Nothing. I won't stop believe. I'll continue to believe. And Hope. Have Faith. And maybe...even dream the sweet dreams i once had.

Pray Every night to the moon. It guides u. Leads u onward. Trust me. I know.

"I see the Moon and the Moon sees me. The Moon sees the one I want to see. So God bless the Moon and God bless me, and God bless the one I want to see" it's from a movie. yet i heard it before then. i say it every night to the beautiful moon.

New Moon. I hate it. No moon means no light. No Prayer. It won't work on a New Moon. No moon. it scares me b/c i know shadows are lurking and the moon can't protect me. It scares me.

*starts humming*

What Does Love Mean To You?

Answer in Comment Please. I'm just curious.

You don't have to answer.

My Quotes I wrote into my Little Book:

"Destiny. Fate. Faith. Hope. Love. Hate. Forgivness. Loath. Dreams. Nightmares. Fantasy. Fear. Real. Prayer.

Just Simple Words. They're meanings are what matter."

"Fear Is Proof That You've Looked At Its True Form. But What If What You See Isn't Really Fear?"

"A Dream is an illusion. Not Real. Fear, however, is real and is every where you go. They stay hidden like a nightmare you try to rid from your mind. A Fantasy isn't real yet you wish it could be. You wish you were someone else and fear who you are now. You Hope tp be somewhere else like a simple dream you dream that night. Your scared to show who you are and hide yourself so much that no one notices when you pass by or are late. You're invisible to the rest of the world and still scared that they will eventually find you. It's like waves crashing on a beach, from the crowd, the light, the fears and nightmares that haunt you you. Stay hidden and it's like you were a myth. Not real. You know you're not extraordinary or perfect and you feel alone. It's like melting into the earth od dissolving into the wind that carries you far away."

"Gazing Upon the stars. I try to make a wish. A Wish that won't come true. Aloth i know it won't, i won't stop hoping my wishes are being heard and maybe granted one day. One single star can grant a wish but imagine what thousands could do."

"Life Fulfills your dreams. No matter where you go, stand tall with belief in your heart."

"Searching for the answers. I see, I listen. Carefully picking out each clue. Slowly. Carefully."

I wrote those so yea. there's tones of more but i'll type 'em tomorrow or somethin'

A Quote From a Friend:

"A tree may die...but it leaves behind fresh soil where another can grow.
I don't think the old tree wanted to leave...but it was best for it. So abother tree could takes it's place and enjoy the same wonders and the other tree did....
So the older tree was sent to a place better for itself...and the fresh tree had a new like. It's a cylce. A bad thing is a good thing if you think about ti. It's a chance to learn. To see what can happen, and have you looking forward to every step of life. I use tree and an analogy for us people and life on this planet. We are the same as the wise old tree. We learn and grow with it. Without the tree, we cannot live. Without us, neither could the tree. Something bad in life gives you a chance to change it so you won't make the same wrong move again...and when you have friends (or other tree buddies! ^^) everything will ALWAYS turn out ok. Because a true friend will always have a shoulder you can cry on."

By: Danielle: Valon Cra-Z



"Where ever there is love, you'll find life" a title to a News Paper Article. I'll post it tomorrow. Maybe.

Here is A Poem I wrote a while back. Tell Me what You think!!


A Wish Of Freedom
"The light is shines
Shines so bright
I wish upon the single star
That lays alone in the sky
The wish i wished tonight is a wish that can set me free
If only that single star would,
Grant that wish for me..."


I used to believe that running was the only way to solve things. But Now that i have true friends. They taught me i need to stand and fight...especially for the things i want most in life.

Freedom and Love

The Darkness used to shelter me. Now I believe the Light is the only way to seek Guidance and Light. Faith and Hope. Dreams and Destiny and Fate.

Wanna Know How Tall you'll be when you grow up? (Warning: This Is Probably Not Accurate)

BOYS: Add your mothers height in inches, your fathers height in inches, and 5. Divide the total by 2.

GIRLS: Add your mothers height in inches and your fathers height in inches, then subtract 5. Divide the total bye 2.


Please tell me you're Results!! lol i'm curious. lol a lot.

Well Gonna update my other site and then get in the shower! Byez!!

Shia Ashakira

"I see the Moon and the Moon sees me. The Moon sees the one I want to see. So God bless the Moon and God bless me, and God bless the one I want to see"

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