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Saturday, December 9, 2006
my head is throbbing. i don't even know why i'm on. i don't feel good. i'm sick. i had to go to my grandparents today for alex's b-day party (he is now 12) it's 8:42 PM and i'm really tired. i don't know why. i went to bed at around 1 AM last night and woke up at around 1:30 PM today. i am now really tired but i didn't do anything at all. i was just at my grandparents being bored.
however, i did watch The Davinci Code. i'm in love with it. =) my uncle is gonna let me borrow the book. you know...that movie threw me off b/c of King Arthur and the Holy Grail not actually being a gold cup -_-
*sighs* last night at the dance i kept almost passing out. i'm forgetting more and more. and i'm only 13. idk what's wrong with me. idc anymore. someone last night pissed me off b/c he was trying to "tell me the truth" about my life. made me mad that i'm not talking to him now. i'm wating for an apology. doubt i'll get one tho.
i'm hardly talking to anyone now. i get the occasional IMs but that's just about it. in a minute or two i'll probably work on my fanfic.
i hope u all had a better day then i did. i feel like shooting myslef in the head.
i fell asleep at my grandparents house while writing a story. i woke up to an ice cube going down my back. i found out it was my uncle. so i got him back. i wasn't able to fall asleep again. and then i became so paranoid i started to cry and sat in a corner for about 2 hours.
i wasn't happy. i still ain't. i'm depressed and sad and in pain. my chest keeps closing up and it's difficult to breath and i have to stay seated or laying down in order not to feel like i'm gonna pass out. i did at my grandparents. i blacked out. mom says its just sinuses but *shrugs* idk.
well. i'm gonna go work on my fanfic and listen to depressing music. well. bye y'all
Shia-Chan
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