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Birthday
• 1991-11-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Houston,Texas
Member Since
• 2004-09-15
Occupation
• School Person
Real Name
• Stephanie

Personal

Achievements
• Getting all A's last year
Anime Fan Since
• Since 5 I'm pretty sure
Favorite Anime
• All(cept oogly ones, -_-dont bother seeing them)
Goals
• To be a doctor that is known to everyone as the nicest doctor of where I work. ^^
Hobbies
• Lets just stay with Lots! lol
Talents
• Playing my Violin...I think

myOtaku.com: xxLilaznStephyxx

Saturday, January 22, 2005

My Monolouge for Drama... I had to memorize it
Night Luster

I don't know. I get this feeling sometimes like I'm invisible or something. I can be standing there in a room and I'm talking and everything, and its like my words aren't getting anywhere, and I look down at myself and Jesus! Sometimes my body isn't getting anywhere either. Its like Im standing behind a one way mirror and I can see the guys and I can hear the guys but they cant see me and they cant hear me. And I start to wonder if maybe Im some alien species and I dont speak the language and I look totally wierd. But I dont know this you see, because on this other planet I had this really nice mother who told me that I was beautiful and that I had a voice to die for because she loved me so much, not because it was true. And I arrive here on Earth and Im so filled with her love and her belief in me that I walk around like Im beautiful and I sing like I have a voice to die for. And because Im so convinced, and so strange, and so deluded, People pretend to listen to me- because their being polite or something...or maybe their afraid of me. And at first I dont notice because I sing with my eyes closed. But then, one day I open my eyes and I find out Im living in this world where nobody sees me and nobody hears me. Im just looking for that one guy whos gonna hear me, see me....really take a chance. I mean I HEAR them. Im listening so hard, I hear promises when someones just saying hello. Jesus, If anybody ever heard what I got locked up inside of me, Id be a star.
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