Tuesday, October 16, 2007

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~I guess i didn't know what love was after all!~ What is love? I don't have a clue. I thought i knew, but i guess i trutly didn't know at all. I had this feeling, was it love? It might have been cause i never had this feeling before until i met you and now it's gone since i lost you. I feel lonesum and forgotten, like i was never in your life. I remeber all the good times we shared and i think about them all the time. But was it reality or only a dream? Will i find the one for me or will i be alone forever? In the dark! Will i find the other half to make me whole? Will i? I won't know until the future and the future and be curel. ~Skell~ Comments (3) | Permalink Friday, October 5, 2007 Darkness ********************** url to go to pop up site my site I'm sitting here, in the darkness of my pain. Carving my heart out, the pain is unbearable, i can't take it anymore. My hate is now relased, it's time for revange. I think about all you have done. Your life is now in my hands, like you held mine in yours. You made me suffer, while everyone was happy i was in depression,alone, and hated. I cared for your needs and you.... But you, you did nothing, but destroy me little by little, inch by inch until there was nomore. I tryed to see happness but instead i saw hatered in your eyes. I never seemed to make you happy or pleased. I hate that you hate me, when i did so much to make you happy and proud. But i guess it will never change it'll alawys be this way. All i have to say is throw me away or DEAL WITH ME!!! ~skell~ Comments (2) | Permalink Tuesday, October 2, 2007 Death is Waiting! ********************** Death, Death is a word everyone is afraid of. It could happen to anyone, anywhere, and anytime. It could happen to the good or evil, young or old, happy or in depression. It dosen't matter who you are death is following and waiting for the right moment to get you. Even when your happy and finally found yourself, your true love, your family, everything. Death can take away everything away from you. So live it while you can, cause death is waiting beside you each and every moment you live. ~Skell~ $body$ Comments (1) | Permalink Tuesday, September 25, 2007 Love is now gone... ********************** Love is what i believed in, i thought it could change my life and end my pain, But instead it lead to more pain and more to worrie about. Your so far, but your words seem so near. You tell me that you love me and will never hurt me but is it true? Do you? Are you sure? If you have someone eles please break my heart now instead of cheat and break it later when i can't live without you! So i can move on and find someone eles, some that cares and loves me. You tell me that i'm the only one, but sometimes you make me wonder... if that's really true. You seem like your holding a sceret everytime you write. But i guess i'll never know cause your so far away. And it's just your words that are so near they are all i have to keep me warm but that's starting to fade, I'm starting to get cold. Waking up each day, having so much more still to say, why now or how could this happen to me. Feeling this way it's only force to be like this and the dispear of our first kiss and now it's having to be like this so many words, so many people heard, but the turth is this endless pain that's making me feel so ashamed. http://img166.imageshack.us/img166/492/20061206021847nightshadru8.jpg Comments (2) | Permalink Thursday, September 20, 2007 Pain ********************** I'm sitting here, in the darkness of my pain. Carving my heart out, the pain is unbearable, i can't take it anymore. My hate is now relased, it's time for revange. I think about all you have done. Your life is now in my hands, like you held mine in yours. You made me suffer, while everyone was happy i was in depression,alone, and hated. I cared for your needs and you.... But you, you did nothing, but destroy me little by little, inch by inch until there was nomore. I tryed to see happness but instead i saw hatered in your eyes. I never seemed to make you happy or pleased. I hate that you hate me, when i did so much to make you happy and proud. But i guess it will never change it'll alawys be this way. All i have to say is throw me away or DEAL WITH ME!!! Comments (3) | Permalink Tuesday, September 18, 2007    Why hasn't anything changed....? ********************** Sitting here listening to your crys, I can see your pain that you carry inside, through your eyes. As tears drop to the ground i remeber the past, full of voilence. And i think about now, notting has changed. Notthing at all, but more pain coming at her each day and night, i can't bare to see her like this anymore. If she lives like this any longer she'll die. And i'll never forgive myself because i did nothing but cried. I stood by her side but that's not enough, i had to do more, but i didn't because i was so afraid, so afraid of of him. The one that has hurt me so much that now i'm afraid. Afraid of everything.... What should i do? I wish this was just a nightmare that i could just wake up from and everything was okay once i have awaken.... But it will never be that way... NEVER! ~Skell~ Comments (3) | Permalink Monday, September 17, 2007 Why would you? ********************** I was there when needed and then i was thrown away when you were done. You said that you loved me, but it was just all a lie. I truely believed that there could of been an us but instead it was disgust. I truely believed every word that you spoke, how stupid of i to believe such a thing that was so unreal to believe. I thought you were different but you where the same as the others i knew. You used me and threw me away like a piece of paper. You spoke with such sweet words it was hard to tell if it was all a lie. You told me that you would be there forever and protect me with you life.... but instead of protecting you hurt me, both phyically and emotionally. I can not say that i hate you but hate of what you have done when you knew my pain that i was carrying. I will try to forget you but it will be a hard mission since i loved you so dear... But i still can't believe that your one of them. Why would you do such a thing, i ask myself, but i don't seem to get the answer cause i'm not the one who's done this to the one who loved me and i did the same. ~Skell~ You can believe the one whom you think loves you but be careful, cause he/she could be using you! He might say he loves but really he dosen't care... And i was one of his victims! Comments (3) | Permalink Saturday, September 15, 2007 Rescue me!!! ********************** Sitting here, Waiting, waiting for someone to resuce me from this world which i live in. Dark & alone with hope or faith. I sit in the conner of my room, wishing that there was someone for me out there someone that cares, someone that will love me for who i am. I want someone that's there when needed even if all they can give me are their words. (It's better then nothing) Please get me out of this depressing life which i live in each day & make me believe again & to never give up. Can you do me a favor? It's not alot.... Can you hold me & stay by myside & love me? That's all i need, I don't need anything eles but that. ~Skell~ Comments (1) | Permalink Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Ello ********************** So Alone & Hated. Hello, you lovely people and Welcome to my little site on the O! I'm glad that you have stopped by, it's so very nice of you. I hope you enjoy the darkness which my site holds, you may add me if you'd like and sign the Deathbook as well. There's only one thing you must follow in my site and those are the 3 rules below.... ~Rules~ 1. I'll comment if you comment, so if i tend to comment on your site and you don't show up even once in awhile i'll stop until you comment as well. 2. I don't except chain letters. 3. Have a great time and enjoy yourselves. 98% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 2% actually mean it, if you are part of that 2% add this to your profile. $body$ Comments (0) | Permalink   Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers Top of Page