Sunday, June 4, 2006

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Ahhh well I went to sleep early in the morning yesterday ._. around 2ish or 1:30 if I remember correctly. And I didn't wake up until about 10 past noon today <___< My parents were rearranging furniture when I woke up and unpacking the stuff that hasn't beeen unpacked yet. I love waking up to people working around I don't know why it's just nice to know that something is going on around the house. so I got up, popped in my Dir en grey CD, took a 45 minute shower while humming to the songs and now I feel all clean ^_^ I actually used all the hair and skin stuff I have, and I haven't done that in a long time o_o like, i used my leave in cream and my silkening cream and my smoothing conditioner and brushed my hair a lot and it's reallly soft now x___x I mean I'm gonna be honest my hair was always soft (unless it's dirty, gross)but now it's like crazy soft lol. and I used my skin moisturizers and my lotions and astringents and whatnot. Trust me I have a LOT of that kind of stuff, I was a skin and hair nazi back when I lived in Kentucky <__< Bleehh I think I have a stupid little girl crush -.- damn it. On one of my friends that lives in LA. It can't be a serious crush, so I'm not even gonna try to fool myself. Because - A) I'm stuck in a tiny apartment with only my parents and no friends to hang out down here, so I think my desperation for human contact has risen a bit. B) He is gorgeous and sooo sweet and not vulgar but funny and just everything about him is perfect to me, but he'd never be interested in me. C) Even if my some MIRACULOUS turn of events he WAS interested in someone like me, he is incredibely far away. So I'm gonna go with it's just a little girl crush. Because if I give in to stupid feelings like that I'll get hurt in the end right? I figure it's best.. anywayyy... we had a huge storm last night, and it knocked the power out for like a fraction of a second. And even though it only flashed it scared the hell out of me and I think my heart stopped for a second lol I felt it jump when the lights flickered off xD'' anyway I'm SO SO SO sorry you guys I have not been getting to very many people's sites except for my momo-chan's and I'm SO sorry there really is no excuse for it T-T I can't even say I'm busy b/c I'm stuck home alone all day every day except weekends and I'm on summer vacation and I'm usually on the computer all day anyway, so I don't know why I don't just go to everyone's site. I think it's because I don't know what to say usually in comments and I don't want to sound like I don't care by going "Ah that sucks, okay bye" >.< please forgive me xXTOCXx

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Saturday, June 3, 2006

^___^ I promised my friend in Japan I'd draw him because I need practice anyway, I haven't drawn in a while. isn't he adorable? lol and He's 21 o_O isn't that freaky?? he looks like....12 xDDDDD but he's adorable and a big [perverted] sweetheart so it's okay lol ^^ *hearts* I'll scan it up when I'm done and as soon as we get the scanner hooked up <_<; I'll be done by tonight probably, tomorrow night at latest depending on how much I work on it today. anywayy... my dog is driving everyone crazy. Okay my DADS dog [she isnt even mine!!] she was never trained correctly, my mom and i had progress going training her but my dad screwed it up. and now my cat is trying to attack my mom's sandwich out in the kitchen and she's having a fit and screaming =___= so i have to go before she kills my baby xXTOCXx

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Friday, June 2, 2006

so hun explain this to me.... she left for England.... comes back YEARS later and meets Kyung Min again is it over?!?!??! ALREADY?!?!? o_O =3=;; foochas.

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

.-. damn i post a lot about rooftop room cat ne? XDDDD it pissed me off SOOOOO bad last night I was seriously mad o_o oh my god!!! My friend got to have dinner with Kamijo (vocal - Lareine) !!!!!!! I read her report and saw the pics and he is SO sweet and he sang her happy birthday (its her bday this week) D: It was at fanime. damn she is so lucky, that is the sweetest thing I've ever heard. She said he was SO polite and has a very whispy soft sexy voice xD Man...>:( I hate not being able to go to Cali. *sad face* Anywayyyyy I'm off to uh....I dunno...explore the apartments...maybe? .-. xXTOCXx

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omg TwT Kyung Min is being so sweet in this ep omg *cries* WAAAHHH THEY SHOULD GET MARRIED ALREADY DDDD: omg YOU!!! Friend of mine who watches this too!! NO TELLING ME WHAT HAPPENS XDDDDD yeah so.... that dream scared the hell outta me o_o im reporting this at like midnight so yeah thats why i haven't been to sleep yet ^_^;; my allergies have been driving me nuts *o* anyway not much to say today sorry guys hey im in a good mood i think ill check up on everyone who updates tomorrow ^^;; im sorry i haven't done that in a while guys D: lubb ya still!!!! xXTOCXx ::EDIT:: FUCKFUCKFUCKITYFUCKDAMNITSUNUVABITCHWHOREWHOREWHORE KYUNG MIN PROPOSED AND I ALMOST CRIED DDDDD: and she calls him a bastard!! omg *cry cry* YOU BITCH!!! >:0 *stabs TV* ........................... *steams* ........... :o oh look a Japan documentary *sits and watches*

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

O_O.... I just had the freakiest most crackhead dream ever. It was all a bunch of blood and torture and gore and this lady trying to kill me and this baby and they maimed a cat and ate part of it.... and at the end we were trapped and i was on the stairs and there was one of her sons or something behind me and she was trying to attack this couple who had the baby and she killed someone and threw them over the railing...she kept trying to stick them with needles.. and there was this wall full of...babies...and some were screaming and crying and one fell off the shelf and got a needle stuck in it and got paralyzed and I just set it aside so it wouldn't get hurt and then the lady kept laughing hysterically and trying to stab me and i kept grabbing the pins out of her hand going "no don't! stop it!" and she kept laughing and pulling pins seemingly out of nowhere, sometimes out of a random baby (O___o;;) and my "friend" (those kind you make up in dreams you know?) was behind the son except the son was suddenly this woman with huge poofy hair so I was motioning to my "friend" to yank her hair out or something and the lady was like *narrows eyes at me* then i was JUST about to yell "RIP HER HAIR OUT" when he grabbed her by the hair and threw her over hte ledge and killed her... then while hte needle lady was distracted I threw her over the ledge... and then we wrapped up the cats body in a blanket and the baby we were trying to protect and some other persons body i dont know whos probably the friend who got thrown over by the needle lady... then at the end it was like a movie because this narrator lady voice was like "we were 4 minutes away from our house and then..." and like...we were driving and hit this tunnel and suddenly the lights flashed on something bleeding and screaming and these wide white eyes glinted at us through the lights from the car and we hit it... and i woke up o__o;; I skipped the whole of the dream but i dont really remember it except bits and pieces... there was a lot of blood and torture is all i remember and i watched Rooftop Room Cat (my korean drama) again before i went to sleep so i dont know HOW the fuck this got into my dreams ._.; ....sweet dreams? xXTOCXx

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

*watching my Korean drama* KYUNG MIN YOU LYING HOT SACK OF KOREAN MEAT >:0 TELL HER YOU LOVE HER ALREADY!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?! ._. *ahem* sorry, dears xDDD I'm watching my soaps *o* and im trying to type and read subs at the same time <_<;; (goddamn Dong Jun has a funny lookin head o_o) yeah wellllll I bought my copy of Withering to Death *hearts* i could have DLed it but Dir needs my support!! *rawr!* Some poor cute little Chinese by got racked playing tennis with this girl yesterday in the tennis court outside my apartment building xDD OMFG KYUNG MIN I OUGHTA SMACK YOU YOU ARE ACTING LIKE A FIVE YEAR OLD YOU BABY >:0000 FUCKING MAKE OUT WITH HER SPONTANEOUSLY OR SOMETHING YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!! FUCK I OUGHTA BEAT YOU SILLY!! this show makes me so angry sometiems im sorry guys xDDDD *sweatdrop* anyway........ yeah well it's 11:00 and i cant think of much else to say o_o;; um have fun? =D'' xXTOCXx

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I'm at my old apartment for a lil while. I will be tomorrow and Thursday (last day =D) as well because I get off school early until Thurs, which is the last day of school. I'm only here until 5:30 every day though, until my dad can stop by to get me. BLeehhh had the third cigarette of my life ever today again -_- damn those things I gotta stop before I get ahead of myself <__<; I'm sick ;-; I keep coughing and that damned cig did not help >:0 ...growl... OMG no food D: *dies of starvation* I also heard something that makes me want to go to the Deg concert even more. KoRn fans are spreading word to "get" the Dir fans at every concert. So people are all like "dont let anyone know you're there for DEG!!" PFFT I'm going in a Dir shirt, Jrock-color-happy hair, fuck those idiots. But if anything bad happens to Dir (in the form of booing, throwing shit, etc. etc.) I will dlip out and scream extra hard to let em know we aren't all stupid morons. They will KNOW I'm there for THEM -__- stupic immature whores....the fans... ._. ....not deg xDD Ugh I'm beat to hell too. Moved shit all weekend and my leg is beat up pretty bad D: I kept hitting it on the hitch of the Uhaul and falling up the stairs and my dad almost dropped a couch on me. And I stabbed my eye with a safety pin yesterday ;-; it hurt all night and kept watering >:( xXTOCXx

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

blehhhh im on my moms laptop at my old house we are moving stuff into the uhaul -_- and my dad and i are going back to TN alone and have to unpack the whole fucking thing. alone *death* but he is getting friends from work over to help so i guess ill live ne? lol hannah spent the night last night and helped pack dolly is coming over today (i hope) and we are trying to get Jen and Katie's mom to let them come over b/c i wont be visiting after today for a LOOOOOOONG time. her mom is a selfish bitch sometimes though (PMSPMSPMSPMS = ME -_-) so anywayyyyy ill be at my apartment tomorrow afternoon moving stuff to the NEW apartment. TOO MANY APARTMENTS D: xXTOCXx

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

okies sooo-- Dir en grey. lots of stuff happenin' for them lately *hearts* I'm happy for them ^_^ I'm gonna go to the mall today if we get time and go to HT and see if they have WTD. They should b/c my friend said they did. I don't go into HT a lot. I've gone once in the past like...4 months only because I wanted to see if they had the Dir shirt and they did. It wasn't a very good shirt though I didn't like it anyway so I didn't get it lol. The reason I say if we have time is because I am really supposed to be packing right now because tousan wants me to move my room to the new apartment today. At least as much as possible. So I'm gonna go work on that right now. Kitten has to come, Momo ;-; I'll kidnap her >:3 xXTOCXx

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