Tuesday, March 20, 2007

current song: Walking with a Ghost - Tegan and Sara

I'm so obsessed with my looks, I think most people think of me as superficial and stupid. In fact I know most people think that about me. My face is always shoved into a mirror and I'm constantly fixing my fake face makeup. I'm always changing my hair to compensate for the lack of personal beauty my eyes see in that mirror. I have deep-rooted envy for my friends with more beautiful smiles, skin, bodies, hair, eyes, anything. Ugh it makes me disgusted with myself. Anyway, I want to go try on big colorful dresses this weekend if my hair ever gets bleached before then. I'm just bored. And I want pictures. DEB will want to kill me. To be honest I'll probably leave really angry. That always happens e_e; I'll be like "IM GONNA GO TRY ON CLOTHES" and end up getting upset because I either A) look bad in everything or B) cant fit into what I want to I get really mad and just leave. And now I'm listening to "You Dont Know" yes it's rap. I like rap, too. I'm not as close minded as most people (HEYY its eminems part! ^^) I'm so tired, I'm just going to sleep early tonight. bye, all~ xXTOCXx ::EDIT:: P.S. LMFAO HOLYJESUSFUCKINGCHRIST!!! My friend just updated her LJ this morning and I saw before I went to school. I laughed my fucking ASS off. On Jrock_humor, I think it was, (it's an LJ community) -- someone found these pics of a Japanese guy who looked DEAD ON like Kyo (I seriously thought it was him for about 2 minutes!!! And I'm not a dumbass when it comes to recognizing people!!). But the guy was in a gay pr0n. And in the picture -- he was sucking cock. XDDDD As soon as I figured it out I laughed SOOOO hard I started crying. Hell yeah, I'm mature! Bahahahaha. See I know Kyo wasn't in a pr0n, but I figured maybe since my friend censored out the "sucking material" with a big black block, that it was something else and she just made it LOOK like he was sucking that. Then I saw....something that DEFINITELY gave it away, and I was like "HOLY SHIT THAT GUY CANT BE KYO, AND THAT IS DEFINITELY A PENIS!" Thus. There is some insanely hot gay Kyo-look-a-like running around Japan. Starring in porns. XDDD I laugh.

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