I really wonder why I keep this account sometimes.
Honestly I don't ever talk to anyone using this, except for Becky.
She's the only one who reads this. Why don't I just start talking directly to her then @_@? I mean it'd make sense but...meh.
Anyway..I haven't been on in a while.
Never had much of anything to report.
I went to Megan's yesterday for an early birthday party at her apartment's pool.
It rained so hard while we were in it, and it was late at night. Eventually a neighbor yelled at us to pack it up because it was raining and the pool was closed. Bitch.
So anyway here's pictures:
Skinny, adorable little Megan. She's so tiny D: Callie's on the chair behind her, and Little Rachel is behind her on the right.
Little Rachel. SHE. IS. SO. TEENY. Dx -envyenvyenvy-
Mitchell looking slightly like Bam Margera in that coat xD
XD It was raining, I look like an Oshare wet rat.
Callie eating cake! Ahhh she's so pretty ):
I look like such ass compared to her ugh -blushes-
Yeeeah.
Being around all my pretty friends (except Callie who is one of the most gorgeous but I don't think likes me very much ._.) made me pretty self conscious.
I almost hate that almost all my friends are so beautiful. I love them to death but being with them, watching people stare and know they're definitely not looking at me, being with them while they're being hit on by strangers who aren't old gross men or ravished by boyfriends, it all makes me kind of want to just crawl into a corner until it's over.
I'm such a jealous whore D:
But I don't know how to help it so...whatever.
Two more weeks until I'm out.
I still don't want to talk about LA, the thought makes me nauseous because I still don't know what's going on.
Thanks.
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