|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Vitals
Gender
•
Female
Location
• USA
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• general public annoyance
Personal
Achievements
• --D¡¦pairs Ray live [Sugoicon05]
Favorite Anime
• I like manga more
(Kare First Love, Ayashi no Ceres, Gravitation, etc. I'm a sucker for Shoujo or Shounen Ai)
Goals
• --College in California
--Duel Jewel live
--finish learning Japanese (I'm only semi-fluent)
Hobbies
• drawing
writing
being spaztastic
Talents
• ^[see hobbies]^
|
|
|
|
myOtaku.com: xXTribalOfChaosXx
|
Friday, June 22, 2007
Sooo...
a few things have come to my attention.
1) I need to get my life under control again. I'm not stable when I'm not in control, and the more out of control I get, the more hopeless everything feels, which makes me get even mor out of control.
So I'm standing by my no-drinking promise. And I'm going to try to quit smoking.
2) So...apparently. Along with a certain guy most people know about by now. The other one that used to like me -- still likes me. But he has a girlfriend. What the hell o_o
I attract cute asians who aren't into Jrock, most Jrock fans find that a travesty ROFL
I don't even care if they are Asian or Jrock-fans, to be honest XDD Sure, I think it adds to the attraction, but honestly who cares?
eep.
I'm gonna go...
we're poor and need to shop at the ghetto food store
nooo
D:
I'm hungry.
AACK
xXTOCXx
*sighs*
Well...I'm really beginning to see why I'm seeing my life as so weird right now.
I only have a couple of friends I'm comfortable around (who actually live near me).
Rachael...Megan...
That's really about it.
I don't do enough drugs to mesh in with all the "cool kids" they're friends with, and I know they are all annoyed with me being around when they just wanna hang out with Rachael or Megan.
I try not to say much when they're around, so that I don't annoy them any further than being there.
It's easier to act invisible but then they try to act nice and talk to me, and I don't know how I respond in anything but one-word answers or just half-assed smiles.
And then I guess that just makes them dislike me more.
I dunno, I'm just not good with people I guess. I'm too shy and easily intimidated, and if I know people don't like me I usually just stay very quiet and still.
I don't like annoying people. I really don't.
|
Comments
(3)
« Home |
|
