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Thursday, November 10, 2005
wiping tears away as I type
We just got back from putting my mom's cat to sleep...
he had kidney disease and his teeth were abscessed and he was emaciated (he stopped eating b/c of his teeth)...and he could barely walk...
I couldn't even stay in the room, my mom held him while they did it but....
I couldnt watch....the needle itself would have made me pass out...
I didnt think I would cry...
I honestly didnt...
but I did, and my mom was bawling as well...
I came in when I heard her crying more, and saw him just laying there...and i just started crying.
he was purring before he went...
To just imagine what he was going through...to not know you're about to die...
and then suddenly everything goes foggy...
I cannot imagine what that would be like...I just hope he knew how much we loved him, I know my mom did not want to let him go...
I'm sorry I know this must sound odd, to be so upset over a pet cat, but he was as old as I am, I grew up with him, and his life was as precious as any of my other family members.
I may not update tomorrow, I am going to Jen's house around 4 o'clock. I'll try though...
goodbye.
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