Monday, November 14, 2005

   ;o; I'm trying not to cry, I cannot believe this...::WARNING:: RANT AHEAD ::END WARNING::

Okay I now officially announce it: My school is the biggest shithole piece of fucking crap ever built. Sure it is filled with hot Asian-ness, and I pity them b/c they have to go to school there. First of all, I just discovered I have 2 Fs. In what classes? My two easiest ones. Art and English. How the fuck do I fail art and english?! I heard my mom tell me and almost burst into tears on the bus. I have never had an F on a report card EVER. I've had them on progress reports but they were always brought back up... I don't even udnerstand why... And how my PARENTS found out about the bad grades before I did, was because my prinicpal (dickwad motherfucker that he is) wouldnt excuse my absences next week for Thanksgiving (going to Boston, remember) and so he had to call my parents. Well they are excusing my absences now but my dad is about to rip my head off b/c of those Fs. I'm ready to rip my OWN head off, actually. Gods I hate this school so much... I know I'm smart enough to do the work, people tell me that all the time, I just don't... I'm lazy or something. Unmotivated. However many adjectives people have used to describe my academic ability... And I've had a really crappy year, but that doesn't excuse the fact that any free non-drama time I DID have I probably spent enjoying myself rather then doing homework... And I loathe my teachers. I like ONE solitary teacher. My homeroom one. The rest are all insensitive pricks (well not all are that bad, just a select few, but i still do not like them). And the principal/vice principal is a total fucking idiot, everyone knows it and hates his guts almost as much as they hate my Algebra teacher (queen bitch-moron that she is). *screams and bangs head on desk* .... I think I'm a little better now... still feel like ripping my own head off though... ------------ on to happier news: I went to Media Play yesterday and bought Jen-chan's Xmas present. I didnt plan on buying anything really, but I saw this and HAD to get it for her b/c I knew she would LOVE it to death and it was on sale (no no, it was on sale TWICE!) so I could afford it ^_^ No only...*counts* ._. seven more people to go.... Somehow I think I'll be needing more money soon..Katie is so hard to shop for and HANA...oh my gods Hana-chan will be sooo hard to find a gift for... *sigh* Hope you all have a good day... xXTOCXx

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