Friday, November 25, 2005

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Okay, I was promised two simple things this entire week. The only two things I wanted. Go to Chinatown, and that camera my mom promised me two-three weeks ago. Did I get both? nope. Did I get at least 1? of course not. Have I not been excited about those two things alone for every post since i found out about them? Yeah. Well nonetheless, no matter how superficial this may make me seem, I was totally heartbroken when my dad told me we didnt have time to go, and he knew it. My mom and brother took four hours looking at stores that we had visited THREE times already this week, and so I didnt get to go to the one place I had my heart set on. And what made me really feel horrible was that my brother got mad at me because I was upset. He is such a hypocrite...(long story) ugh... but anyway my dad promised he would get me my camera at least, on our way back home we'd stop n NY and get me my camcorder/digi cam and when i was near tears in the subway bc we hadnt gone there my mom told me the Boston was probably stupid anyway and this summer we could go to san Francisco and see the real one instead. So I feel better... We bought that nail stuff at the mall that makes your nails shiny, lol. I love that stuff.. and I saw many more hot people... but im sorry guys, since they didnt get me my camera or take me to C-town i had no pics ;_; yet another reason why i was so sad, i had promised a lot of people I'd get them things in chinatown, and now i have to break my promises. AND i found out my mom wont let me move in with my dad in TN until January and I'm SO fucking pissed about that! I flipped out when she told me bc i had been telling ppl i only had a couple more weeks and all my plans rotated around me moving in 2-3 weeks. no of course not, why would my own mother want to consider that? -A-; And to top it all off. I feel fat and i know i gained weight. When I weigh myself i know im going to cry. Literally I will cry if I gained as much weight as i think i did. Gods im an emotional piece of crap arent i? xXTOCXx

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