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Sunday, March 5, 2006

i have to stop working myself up over things...
i think all my lonliness from missing my friends in Kentucky is channeling itself into desperation.

I get upset over the dumbest things lately.
If someone i think I may like, online, yes ONLINE, doesnt talk to me or something I get upset.
Like i said.
Desperation.

It's making me sick.
I think the only reason I'm having a boyfriend-longing life right now is b/c I don't have friends to focus that sort of energy on.
It's like if I have my best friends I am distracted and happy, so the boyfriend factor only takes up a small portion of my mind.
But without them it's just...
like this.

Moody. Upset. Desperate.
Ugh....
driving me nuts....


gods i miss them so much....
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