Friday, March 10, 2006

Current Song - Pink Cherry; by Panic*CH

I love this song :hearts: It always makes me smile ^_^ it is just so happy and it makes me think of my best friends... I miss them terribly, as I am sure I've said millions of times before... Ugh...okay I have to say this in order to explain an event in my day. It's hard for me because frankly I do not like to broadcast this to everyone but... okay basically.... I have cut myself, I used to do it way too much about a year ago and I thought I had stopped since I hadn't dont it in a while but the urge comes back. and the point is I have done it recently. And anyway, this girl Mya who rides my bus and thinks we are friends (i cant stand her but im nice anyway -sigh-) ripped off my armwarmer one day b/c i had kinda winced when i hit my arm on something and I stood there with ym mouth hanging open, refraining from bitch-slapping the FUCK out of her and running off. I still cannot believe she did it. And then TODAY I had my arm resting on the top of the bus seat (the one w/o the um...the...you know) and she grabs it, looks at it then when she finds nothing she grabs at my other arm and i finally realizd what she was doing and ripped it back and she was like "how's uyour arms been lately?" I mean fucking christ, people, I hardly even know this chick!! She thinks I am one of her friends who likes to brag about tis sort of thing! I AM QUITE THOUROUGHLY ASHAMED OF IT! I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE FIND OUT ABOUT IT!! -mutters- oh fuck. this kid just called me and said he found my cell phone. He must have looked up a number. Shit...i must have dropped it at school. Well at least he didnt steal it and was nice enough to call and tell me about it... I asked him to bring it to the office on Monday...I will have to go get it then. Thank the gods someone found it who won't steal it. I just hope Hannah doesn't call it... I'll have to call her tonight on my dad's phone and tell her not to. Anyway... -sigh- yeah that was my day. Weekend. Yay. I have to finish up that 15-pg fucking report -.- xXTOCXx

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