Live like death were at your heels...
what would your one last dying wish be?
Have you ever thought about that before?
What one, single thing could make you so happy that you would die with absolutely no regrets...
I know what mine would be...
the very first thing that pops into your mind is usually it.
And when I ask myself that question...
the only thing I can think of comes to mind...
and I know that I'd do it in a heartbeat.
It may be a bit materialistic or something but..
It would make me so happy I would cry.
Yeah I'm not gonna say what it is...anyone who knows me well enough will know... (probably only Momo can guess it, though)
It'd be to find my way to the people I've looked to for support for the past four years.
Just one day.
A few hours.
would make my life fulfilled.
Sorry for the sudden burst of...psychological torment...but...
it just hits me on days like this.
Too much thinking occurs when one is alone, don't you think?
I want to live like I'm dying.
To experience the things that will make my head soar.
We choose how to react.
We choose our moods.
And thus we must choose how we live.
I have mad bad decisions in my life, as have we all.
If you say your life is perfect you are sadly mistaken, no one can be "perfect"
Because perfect has too many meanings.
A different definition for each person.
I want to live differently.
I just need to reach deeper into myself, because I'm the only one who can teach myself how to do it.
The problems will never go away.
Nothing can cure confusion and wrong.
We can only ease the pain of it.
How much depends on yourself
and how much you want it.
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(because I know not many will guess, this picture is a give-away hint)
They are the ones who keep me going. Superficial? Perhaps.
But it will never kill my respect and gratitude for what they have done for me.
Now the question....who knows which one I look to the most?
