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Sunday, June 18, 2006

current song :: Reila - Gazette
So I'm beginning to see the signs...
the omens...
that I don't think I'll ever see them again.

Plans with Hannah were cancelled no less than 30 minutes ago...
at no fault of anyone else...
the odds just were not in our favor..

though I have to be honest, I had a feeling this would happen.
It always does.
At least this time I didn't get too worked up about her coming...
at the expense of it all...

I didn't even know it was fathers day this month.
I feel so guilty.
So ignorant and just selfish and stupid.
I haven't wished my dad any good will all day...
I just can't.
It's not that I don't want to...
and i know no one will get this because I can't describe this the way I wish I could but...
I can't say it.
I just can't.
Saying things like that make me uncomfortable.
I think I'd rather show it...
but he wouldn't get it.
He would assume I just don't feel he deserves it or something...

anyway...
I've fallen in love with this song.
I was never a big Gazette fan but...
this song is so beautiful to me, I don't know why.
I love it to death.
It is helping my mood for the better...


xXTOCXx


...god I miss them all so much...
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