I have a new layout (duh).
It's Kaya, ex vocalist of Schwarz Stein.
He's one of my heroes.
Hannah showed me one of his diary entries one day -- and I, having no prior knowledge of Schwarz Stein or Kaya at all, fell in love with him. He's such an insightful person and I read so many of those entries before I even saw a picture of him or heard Schwarz Stein's music.
He's just a great person and he seems so sweet.
Not to mention Schwarz Stein is great ;D
and Kaya's solo project as well. And I was never one to like synthesizers, I prefer when people play their own instruments, but I still love it.
So Die dyed his hair black.
Yes folks, Dir en grey's very own lead guitarist.
No more red.
I was in such shock, that's EXACTLY like shun dying his hair all black or something.
Like, when people think of Die, they think "red", or at least I know I do.
And now I'm like "what...the hell...happened"
And you can say "oh you're just materialistic", psh whatever I don't care, everyone is at some point about some things. And that's not even the point, nor does it hold much relevance to my point.
I'm not happy about the changes with Dir en grey, but I'm not going to complain for hours on end about it because it's not like I can change them, this is the direction they're going, so be it.
I'll still love the music I always have loved. Cage, S, Child Prey, Pink Killer, Akuro no oka, Embryo, FILTH, Mazohyst of Decadence, etc. etc.
*shrug*
But I almost draw the line at Shinya not shaving. THAT makes my eye twitch.
o_o;
anyway I was expecting today to suck, because I thought we had PE, but it turns out we had a guest speaker for health, I was so relieved I could have cried.
As I've said so many times before, I hate PE so much it actually DOES make me cry, and it's not just me being lazy (though I admit I don't enjoy the physical activity much).
I hate people looking at me and being the center of attention, I hate it more than almost anything.
I'm only doing this to graduate high school and I'm only participating as much as I am so that I can get into the college I want to get into.
If I had my choice, I wouldn't take another day of PE ever again. I'd go back to the Aikido dojo downtown, and take my physical activity there.
I am so disgusted by kids these days.
I hate being thought of as like all of them, how they are. (okay not all but most)
Most assume I'm immature because I'm 15, and I can understand why, but I don't like it.
I'm disgusted seeing 15 year old girls trying to get pregnant, not caring about school and themselves, being selfish beyond imagination.
It makes my stomach turn.
So my bus is fucking crazy o_o;. we always have screaming and people throwing paper (or on one occasion, ketchup packets...-_-) and books and this girl today got hit with paper by her brother and took off her belt and jumped over the seats and started hitting him with it. My mouth fell to the floor and everyone either reacted like I had or was laughing too hard to breathe. She didn't hurt him, he was laughing so I wasn't worried really.
It's fun sometimes but sometimes I'd really just like to sit without being bothered.
I'm a total loser and was writing on the window in the condensation in Japanese, and this girl saw and asked me to write her something and she'd pay me.
Of course I didn't take money because I mean it's not that big of a deal, I just wrote what she wanted me to write and gave it to her e_e
This ADORABLE fucking 7th grade Korean boy rides my bus, me and my friend Heather always giggle about him because he is the cutest little creature in the state of TN xDD
He was writing in Korean on the window and I was in the background going ";o; AWWWWWW" but I made sure he wouldn't hear me xD;;
and one day about a month ago i was talking about my korean pop or rap or whatever on my mp3 player (Super Junior and Seo Taiji and stuff like that) and he taps me on the shoulder and goes "you have korean songs?" and i was like "oh! yeah :D" and he smiled and goes "oh".
XD It was so cute, he has the TINIEST bit of an accent sometimes but otherwise you'd think he was born here. Of course that's only from what I've heard, he doesn't talk very much.
Yesterday I got in lots of fights with my parents, I've been really bitchy lately though so it's partly my own fault...
but I'm so sick of ending up crying all the time. I called Hannah but her phone was busy so I hung up.
She called me back about 5 minutes later though, and I had been crying so my voice was cracking still but she didn't assert it much, she knew how to make me feel better and just started blabbering on about Kaya and her day and her work and let me listen.
I caught myself laughing a lot and she made me feel so much better. She had to get off the phone about an hour and a half later but I felt a lot happier, I miss her so much.
My eyes were sore and so was my throat, but I was so exhausted so i just fell asleep.
Moon Child hates me.
I don't know why my DVD burner/copier suddenly started hating me too, but it did.
I burned a couple more copies of it (one for a friend and one because my old copy got scratched up) and the original copy of it that I ordered from Netflix worked fine, but the copy was just fucked up the ass.
I was SOO pissed off, I've killed about 6 DVD-Rs on that goddamned movie.
Fuck you Gackt and Hyde and your fucking vampire movie >:O
..........okay i didnt mean it *hugs nonexistant Gackt and Hyde*
umm O_O here have a shitload of pictures because I'm still bored.
YOU BETTER KEEP SHAVING, MISTER >:O!!!!!
Just for my Momo-chan (and because it's damn hot ;O)
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Schwarz Stein was sponsored by Mana ;) yep.
Yeah I'll go now :x
*saunters off*
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