Sunday, November 26, 2006

I vomit ponies and rainbows.

So. Yeah. I'm just about bored out of my fucking skull. My brother has been here for almost a week and we've hardly done anything. He's complaining about it and I feel guilty. My dad is pissed off about us being broke and having bills to pay and whatnot. My mom is just pretending like the money issues don't exist and is getting her feelings hurt left and right by my overly sensistive dad. Yeah. It's gonna be a lovely end of the Thanksgiving Break. Sorry to complain about it but jesus fucking CHRIST I'm just so goddamn BORED. And sick of sitting around all day EVERY day. And it's not just a matter of "oh go out and do something". Believe me, if I could I would. I have no transportation and half the time my dad isn't willing to take me. Argh I need a fucking driver's liscence already. And to be honest I don't like ANYONE I've met here, I'd rather they never talk to me again. Like -- ever They deeply annoy me and piss me off the majority of the time, so I think I'd be better off on my own. But sadly they don't get the hint ~_~ I really wish we could move. Fuuck. Oh god. My dad is watching this show where they fish for sharks and compete on who can get the heaviest. It's heartbreaking, they're shoving them onto giant hooks to weigh them, while blood drips out of their mouths and down their faces. God it's making me sick to my stomach. I keep hearing the crank of the chain they use to hang them from. This is disgusting, I fucking hate humanity and their love of death. >( I don't know why I've been in a ranty mood for the past couple of weeks, I apologize for it. I'm just so gngklfgndnlnfucking pissed about everything. I tried to call my friend Lauren at Jrockcon (this convention in Cali.) so I could talk to her, the band playing (Karma Shenjing) and my other friends with her. She didn't answer though :( HOLY SHIT I'M BORED okay. Leaving you to your own devices now. Goodbye everyone~ xXTOCXx

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