Wednesday, November 29, 2006

current song:: La La La - SE7EN current mood:: upset super late post im sorry im so stressed out lately i just want to cry gnfklgnflnflhnd >:( I have been procrastinating this book essay that was due today but I have the chance to turn it in tomorrow before school starts (which I'm TOTALLY grateful for), and I am still trying to write it. It's my own fault so I shouldn't be complaining about it, but it's just so frustrating. I am going to end up snapping at everyone for the next long while, I know it. When I'm like this I tend to ignore that impulse to THINK before I talk. And I'm seriously about to just POP, if my mom or dad says one thing bitchy to me I'm going to freak out and scream at them. Inevitabley landing me a spot in parental hell. In other news.... I made a bunch of cookies today. Out of chocolate cake mix (yes it is a real recipe and yes it is freakishly GOOD). and i added butterscotch chips to some. Super good. I would eat them all if given the chance. But I'm taking a couple to my Art teacher tomorrow :) She is always given a rough time because she can be mean if you annoy her (which i tend to do, but not intentionally). And I feel bad for her having to go through such idiotic students all the time. She really is a good Artist and Art teacher, people just don't get it. That's just it right there. People are pissing me off so often, and I never let myself say anything because though I know I'm a very blunt person when it comes to telling people when they are being annoying or stupid, I try not to do it unless inquired as to my opinion on the matter. I don't complain about it if it can be helped, and if I do then it's in a joking manner. I don't have serious conversations with people here, they're ignorant and stupid and would just end up getting confused. Plus it's downright awkward to have a meaningful conversation with people I don't even like.. If this is the first thing you ever hear me say, you'd think I was a total bitch I know. ahh SE7EN. You make this bad day much more bearable. I like this music. Yes that means I do enjoy other bands (NOT JUST ASIAN, HELLO) in thie genre. R&B and pop. Yeah. i'm not afraid to admit it *shrugs*. I had better get back to my essay. *sighs* xXTOCXx

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