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Thursday, November 30, 2006

Finally.
I got a cigarette today. I'ts been WEEKS (october 28th to be precise).
Yeah before anyone says anything -- I know my lungs are blackening as we speak -- but I'm addicted.
To be honest, NEVER start smoking. I swear, if you never listen to anything I say just listen to this.
They don't taste good AT ALL. They taste like ashtrays smell and they make your fingers, clothes, and breath smell exactly the same.
The smoke feels like acid if you get it on the inner side of your lips, and if the wind blows it back in your face you're temporarily blinded.
You'll shake and twitch when you don't have one and are stressed or upset.
But you'll still want one.
I don't even like the taste very much, but I long for it all the time.
Just, DON'T TRY IT unless you're willing to do it forever.
I promise.


Now that that's over with--
today was loooong.
I got to gym and when we were getting dressed into our gym clothes I remember saying something like "ughhh I'd kill for a smoke" and this girl Jackie (freshman, and yet the only other one in that class who smokes) gave me one later when we were getting dressed after class again.
I finished it when I got home today.


I'm making cookies again tonight, because tomorrow is a friend's birthday.
I'm using the white cake mix this time :)
I'll just need help separating the yolks though ._.
...hmm....I wonder if that would mess up turning the cake mix into cookie dough (there's certain ways to do it, you cant just make cake mix and turn it into cookies).


Friday is tomorrow.
Thank hide, I thought I was going to die.



well I had better go and clean the kitchen and stuff before my dad gets home~

baibai
xXTOCXx
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