Friday, March 2, 2007

   Bake me a cake for baby and me!
i babysit, so for those of you who do, you may sympathize... my charges are a 4-year-old named Landon, and his 10-month-old sister, Nevaeh. well, Landon was in my care yesterday, so i decided he could help me bake a batch of brownies. He decided he would make a huge mess out of everything. he ended up tipping the bowl with the batter in it into the floor, and I ended up cleaning it up while he watched smugly. he is obviously a demon in disguise, but he's so damned adorable!

gullible-ly,

Coy
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

   what puffy eyes you have, grandma!
i have had absolutely no sleep... my dad finally admitted that i was right about something last night, but it took me several hours to convince him... it started wih a normal session of me being wrong and him yelling at me for it, and it ended up with him being the reason that i was wrong and him apologizing for being the way he is. it was so weird! but we were up until 2 or 3 in the morning and i sort of started feeling manic and i couldn't stop talking and if i had tried to go to sleep, i would NOT have been able to. But eventually, i made myself cry again and fell asleep, and i woke up all puffy-eyed and exhausted this morning. i am absolutely miserable, but satisfied. our family is going to try to exersise 3 times a week and not eat so much junkfood, not that i do anyway. we are going to get healthy, and that's final. why?
BECAUSE I SAID SO!
lol. no, it's because we need it. seriously.

coy
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

   Love will tear us apart...
My current boyfriend is such an awesome guy... i really care a lot about him. but... see, i settled for him because the guy i relly wanted WAS attached... until last night. he broke up with his gf after Isaiah and i had been together for about 5 days. i would have chosen him over anyone on the face of the planet. his gf was such a bitch, and she walked all over him and used him and she has no idea what she has lost, i'd bet on that. anyway, why did he have to do it now? WHY?? i want to be with isaiah, i really do, but i feel like i can't put my whole self into our relationship now. like i'm holding back more than i should need to, but i can't let go. i can;t stop feeling for this guy. i wiil never say "i love you" except to my children and my husband and my dad and sister. Never. last time i said that i loved someone, i got my heart shattered and lost the best friend i never really had. i don't know how i am supposed to be there for isaiah without abandoning my feelings for dustin, and i can't let it go. i just can't.

coy
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Friday, February 23, 2007

*is sad*
ok, apparently, my last statement is voided, according to alexanderanderson... but it shows up on my computer, so i don't know what the deal is... please tell me if my background shows up on your screen... i can't figure out what the deal is...
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   XD
i have finally got my background to show! no, i am not very farmiliar with the setup, but i am getting better at it! ^-^ i love my background... but i am thinking of switching back to chii... what do you guys think?
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

sorry....
that was so random.... ^^' anyway, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!! i am so happy! i have been so giddy ever since 4th pd. ^^ i hope everything goes well w/ us. i really do, because i really like this guy. there are those i would rather be with, but i can't because he is taken... i really wish i could have him fo myself... but now i have isaiah, so mebbe i can get over him... but i haven't yet...
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cute!
XD
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Friday, February 16, 2007

My V-day
I had an ok v-day, if you don't count all the accidents i had! i was so unlucky for 2 days!

wed:
1. fell off seat in lunch and hurt my hip
2. dropped Economics book on toe on the bus
3. my sister elbowed me in the face (ow)
4. while cooking, a chicken liver exploded in my face (yes i eat chicken livers)
5. tore my lower abdominal muscles while stretching
6. rolled my ankle while walking the dog
7. got really sick to my stomach after about 5 bites of my food (i am a healthy eater and no one else in my family got sick)

Thurs:
1. tore my abs again
2. got a random nosebleed
3. burned my thumb while straightening my hair (i have nerve damage in it, so i didn't feel it until about 10 seconds AFTER i pulled it away)
4. stubbed toe on kitchen chair
5. hit my head while going down the stairs (i'm only 5'3", so i don't know how that happened!)
Today:
1. Sick to my stomach (again)

that's all... so far. it's still early... T_T why do i have to be so unucky?!?!

i wonder if it's karma after me... but i've been a good girl! i have been kind and nice and everything! WHAT DID I DO?!?! *is in distress*

o well, everything will work out eventually. ^-^

I'm too optimistic.
Coy


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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

   hey guys
hey, you all! how are you? ^-^ i am just dandy. ^^ i just felt like posting for no particular reason, so here it is! ^^ well, anyway, i really don't know what to tell you guys about, cause nothing big has happened in forever... my daily life is mundane and boring, so not a lot of info there... my "flirtation" with my friend Isaiah has gotten more serious... i can't see us dating, but i can see us as "friends w/ benefits," lol. ^^ that would be funny. but, seein as how i'm saving myself for marriage and so is he, i don't know how that can work too well, lol. guess we don't really do much more than date casually... well, anyway, guess that's it... talk to you guys later!

coy

ps, you guys should pm me more!!! lol very few of you actually do... T_T lol
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Monday, February 12, 2007

sorry
sorry about that last post; i couldn't help it. i needed to vent or i was gonna explode. but i'm ok now. real sorry, you guys.
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