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Tuesday, February 27, 2007


   Love will tear us apart...
My current boyfriend is such an awesome guy... i really care a lot about him. but... see, i settled for him because the guy i relly wanted WAS attached... until last night. he broke up with his gf after Isaiah and i had been together for about 5 days. i would have chosen him over anyone on the face of the planet. his gf was such a bitch, and she walked all over him and used him and she has no idea what she has lost, i'd bet on that. anyway, why did he have to do it now? WHY?? i want to be with isaiah, i really do, but i feel like i can't put my whole self into our relationship now. like i'm holding back more than i should need to, but i can't let go. i can;t stop feeling for this guy. i wiil never say "i love you" except to my children and my husband and my dad and sister. Never. last time i said that i loved someone, i got my heart shattered and lost the best friend i never really had. i don't know how i am supposed to be there for isaiah without abandoning my feelings for dustin, and i can't let it go. i just can't.

coy

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