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Monday, March 5, 2007


   Down and Out
what a weekend. it was bland as hell, save for friday afternoon. my friend, Bonnie, was being very sulky. why, you ask? because this guy she "used to like" (she is obviously not over him) decided to write "Pie!" on his knuckles. when she asked what it meant, he said, "Nothing-- i used to write 'Bree', but now 'Megan' won't fit." it broke her heart, apparently. i guess he used to like bree, and now he's in love with megan. he is also apparently a jerk, because he knows that she likes/ used to like him. why should that upset her, you ask? maybe you guys know how it feels to like someone a great deal, and then have them talk about the person that they like. it's heartbreaking, especially when they speak affectionately of them. that is why she is upset. how many of you have either had a similar experience with either yourself or a friend of yours? anyway, i spent a half an hour yelling at her to cheer up because she is NEVER down in the dumps. NEVER. and it scared me. my neighbors thought that something was wrong, so they came over to see what was happening (we live in a townhouse). that was the most eventful day of my weekend.
i also spent thursday, friday, and the entire weekend thinking that my boyfriend was avoiding me and wanted to break up with me. thursday, he went home sick, so i called to see how he was doing, and i go no answer. he was out friday, so i called again. no answer. i knew he had caller id, so i couldn't just believe that he wasn't home. i had to think the worst... i didn't bother calling all weekend, because i thought that i would get no answer, and i would rather have just not called than dealt with that disappointment. and that would have been the case, too. come to find out, he didn't bother answering because he was asleep thursday, at the hospital with his great-uncle friday, who died saturday morning, so he was at his great-uncle's house all weekend with his mom helping her plan the funeral. it had nothing to do with me, and i sort of feel bad for thinking of myself so much when there was a death in the family. but i am also glad that it wasn't me, because i was sincerely thinking of breaking up with him, just so he could continue pursuing the one he really wants. i will probably have to do that soone or later anyway, but at least it won't be today. ^^ well, i gotta go. talk to you guys later!

coy

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