Saturday, October 6, 2007

Hello.
Quote-"...When all your dreams go crashing down what do you do? What do you look for?"

Yes, I am still depressed. Worse than my last post. But I'm pretty sure everyone is sick of hearing that. Brandon is at a hocky game so I can't text him -.- This sucks. I have no one to talk to. T_T I miss teddy. I'm gonna listen to metal now. ^^ Now I will only hear the sounds of my music...Nothing else...Contentment...Well I'm gonna go. PM me if you wish. Toodles.

Love-
Heru Shade Lupus (Yes, now I am changing my middle name)
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

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Quote-"....You will never see the real me...All you see is my mask..."

I'm kinda doing better...I'm still under alot of stress...I have been a little sick latley...Not much fin there. Pear leadership is sooo fun! ^^ I love it!! I have alot of projects do this month...Eh...That's more stress. But anywho I was just posting to let you all no I didn't kill myself. ^^ I will tlak to you all later.

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

*crys*
Qoute-"...True men don't leave people they say they care about..."


I'm so depressed. And I think I'm sick...*sighs* I feel horrible about breaking up with Fuz...maybe I made a mistake....*crys* I can't take this, I feel like putting a bulet in my brain...*crys more* Why is the world out to get me? Why am I such a screw up? Did I do something to make God mad? I'm at a three way stop in my life...I don't no which way to go....Either way I go I'll get hurt...Someone help me...What do I do...? I'm gonna go...I'll most likley be on so anyone can PM me, though I doubt anyone will.

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus. (Fuz, I do love you.)
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Monday, October 1, 2007

T_T
Qoute- "...All I have ever wanted was to be wanted, now that I am I just push you away..."


I'm very stressed out right now. I did get into peer leadership though^^ Yay for me. My friend's are fighting...I have been texting my friend Brandon for two days straight. XD He's very amusing. He calls me, "Lady Heru" I love it! XD Well, I'm gonna go. PM me. Toodles.

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Saturday, September 29, 2007

Yayzers! ^^
Me and my friend Kitty made up. Everything is cool between us now! ^^
My friend Kisana is over! ^^ Yay! I'm bored and hungry...T.T Ermm. *stomach growls* M'kay I was just posting to tell you all I'm happy and me and Kitty made up. Toodles!

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Depresses
Qoute- "I cannot put how much I love you into words..."

Well my 'friend' and I had a blow out last night. Big one. But me and Steven made up^^ Yay for us. I'm still mad at Kitty though...And I probably will be for a while. I think my friend Kisana is coming over today. I'll probably update again later since this post is so short. I just wanted you all to no I'm alive...barley...Toodles.

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Friday, September 28, 2007

*sighs*
Quote- "...Dreams are for dreamers, so maybe I shoul stop trying to dream..."

I had a horrible day. Absolutly horrible. I want to scream I want to cry. I want to throw my hands in the air and give up. Within the past hour everything was ok until I screwed up and said something I shouldn't have to Steven..he left...If your reaing this Steven I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I'm gonna go. PM me if you want. I'll most likly answer.

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Ahoy!! ^-^
Quote- "...Where is your heart, I don't understand, your love is so cold..."

Hiya! ^^
Me had a pretty good day. I'm doing peer leadership! WOOT!! ^^'
Last night I took Morgan to church with me. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! She got saved! I no it! The music was soooooo good! They had a christian rock band there! We cryed, laughed, and prayed. ALOT! At the end Brandi, Morgan, and I all started hugging eachother and crying. I'm taking Morgan next week too! ^^ Though on the way home me and my mom had a blow out...again...and when I was their I saw a girl that looked just like Danielle and I started crying. She moved. I miss her so much...And I have two voice mails on my phone and I can't listen to them because my phone has no service...Dangit...I'll just do it tomorrow morning. ^________^ Well, Me gonna go. PM me.


Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Bla bla bla...
Quote-"...You look at me and ask what's wrong, I smile and say nothing, then I turn around and whisper everything..."


Me so bored. So so soooo Bored. AHHHH!! I'm gonna die of boredomness. Or starvation. O_o MONKEYS!! Yes, monkeys! XP Monkeys are mine! All mine! Don't fuck with me bitches! Ahh! SHlasjdkfhLSAgfi!! .....M'kay. Me done! ^^ For now... BWAHAHAHHAHA HAHAHA HAHA haha? HA! What? I'm not crazy....I BLAME THE BOREDOMNESS!! Ok...Me gonna go because I'm beginning to scare me. ^-^

PICS!!!

BUCK!! ^.^


Buck again! XP


XD!


AWW!!


So mean!



Ok I'm done! ^-^

Love-
Heru Marie Lupus.
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