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Monday, August 22, 2005


   Crying in the Inside
Everytime I'm told to go somewhere else
I'm pulled away from others
Just trying to breathe, trying to take
another step
Takes so much of me
Cause When I'm all alone
The pain I feel is heavier
I feel so alone right now
No one could love me...
I know I've seen the dreams
Cause I'm trying to say that I am
Just okay but I know I'm not
I try to hold on but I fall..
No one has every shown me compassion that is left unforced
No one has liked anyway all that I'm called is a goth
I've been rejected by everyone and everything
Just Trying to Breathe
I'm left out of everything
Everyone that talks to me
Is only seeing an act of me
Trying to fit in just trying to scream
I'm letting go of the act and now.. I'm just alone with out anyone
Cause everyone feels so far away from me
I'm suffering in the inside, isolated from the outside
I can see past the illusion of all the happiness
It's just a lie trying to say all the world is fine
Pain is everywhere for me
Cause I know I can see
Everytime I try to look away
It just comes back to me
All my wounds bled... so freely
I'm just crying in the inside,
Caught in the outside
Crying in the inside,
Trying to fit in the outside
Crying in the inside,
Acting on the outside
Crying in the inside,
Wondering on the outside...
(Note: I originally wrote this as a poem but it became a song in the end... A song about me and my life. These words are all true and from my heart and mind... Don't stay and just leave me alone...)


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