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Monday, September 25, 2006

Be happy
There are fiery pits burning bright from the fuel that is sin. There are gates of unending endurance, but they are not metal bars they are the teeth of the hell mouth that you look at from the inside. The only way out is insanity but you are only a soul with no mind to numb the experience. The only thing you can do now is surrender to fate’s will and join the devil as a soldier demon and cause to pain and receive somewhat less. But this is hell and the story I wish to tell is a land of nightmares. I have to bear a terrible curse, the curse that my mind can be seen by all. My fears, my hate, my evil, and my sorrow can solidify and manifest into demons capable of terrible deeds. And the sad fact is that every thing they do they do for me and my uncontrollable emotions. Rape, Murder, Torture, and Mutilation; all subconscious wants that should remain hidden forever. I don’t want people to know my thoughts and it fills me with more pain, this time attacking myself. But every time it seems I am to die soon the nightmares protect me. So I live alone in that abandoned building not to far from you, I am the cause of your nightmares, but instead of fearing the sweat release of sleep embrace it and praise whatever god you pray to that you can awaken and that nightmare ends for that is a luxury I can not afford. I envy all of you but with the most respect. No!!! Do not feel bad for me for I am sure I deserve this punishment and I will take it, as my father often said, like a man and see you a the eternal paradise when my sentence is served. Keep on dreaming dreams and live life to the fullest knowing that it can truly be a lot worse. Thank you for reading this my kin among this world, thank you and please be happy.
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