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myOtaku.com: Yami Bara


Thursday, May 26, 2005

   Sup?
In class right now. As usual I'm the first one done. I swear...Excel's pretty damn easy. I have a couple more poems. Maybe I'll put 'em up.
My boyrfriend, Mitch, made me cry for the past three nights. He thinks I'm going to cheat on him because he lives so far away. Most of my poems are from those nights.

*Hurt*
You can get physically hurt.
But those scars go away.
You can get emotionally hurt.
But those scars stay.

I don't like getting hurt.
I want the pain to go away.
But I know what I'll always want.
I'll always want the memories to stay.

How could you do this to me?
How could you cause me so much pain?
Why do I still continue to love you?
How come I'm not insane?

I cry every night.
Because of you.
But you know what?
I still do....
I still love you...

I wrote that right after we got off the phone. I can't believe I cried so much. I'm so tired of crying.

~Life~
Just thinking of committing suicide.
...A sigh.
To leave all my friends behind.
...To cry.

Life seems unfair.
Life just doesn't seem to care.

Life doens't care for who's life is at stake.
Life doesn't care for anyone's sake.
Life doesn't care when your life just ends.
But...Life does care when you make ammends.


I think that's all I'll put for now. Class is about to end.

Hey! Check out my xanga site! I need to change the layout soon though. I've had it for a while. Once I get photoshop, I'll make my own layouts. I can't wait for that! ^_^ Alrigth. Ja!
~T E N N I S N O O U J I S A M A O T A K U
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