Saturday, September 18, 2004

post 2

mmm… ok so I finaly got my first part of my story up. Its in the post below this hope you read it! And if your not a reader tis fine if you don’t ^-^. Anyway *sigh* let me think. I am feeling much better. Still weak from fighting the infection (or from the drugs donno which) But I can think again! WOOO!!! I missed being able to do that yesterday. *sniff* ah well no harm done ^-^ Hum, I’m going to be making rounds now so I hope to cya all around! Ta! ~Kara~

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wooo!!! first chapter!

Chapter 1 Release my soul within this fight So that I may fly from this night I care not what I care now how I care for only The one now I need only the light To flee this right Forgive me father This can not be For this life is not But eternity Written by: the lost one Long ago a war was fought. Between the worlds of light and dark. Many parished trying to bring this to an end. But the rulers of each land would not give any ground to the opposition. Finally they both came to a compromise. Though the kingdom of light did not trust the kingdom of Dark they took the truce with open hearts. The only condition was that a woman from the light kingdom be given to seal the agreement. A girl stepped up and gave herself to the darkness to save her family. Years later a daughter was born to both kingdoms. A profit told of a new war beginning to swell. Two magic women feared this new threat and took it upon themselves to try and rid of the up coming doom. Sneaking into both castles they stole the newborn babes and whisked them off to grow apart from their warring families. A daughter lost from both sides’ flight The war it waged unto the night The cries of humanity sunk the lore A book of time, A book of ages, The book of life, The book of fate All were lost, all were lost But time it seems had to ride On and on to bring the light They came to a planet called earth. The beings there looked very much like magic women so this was were they decided to stay. As time passed the two girls grew. Being best of friends they could hardly be separated. Until… well I’ll let you make of it what you will… ~~ Beginnings ~~ Glancing over her shoulder 15-year-old Savannah Kreonda tried to could hardly contain her excitement. Phillip my long time ‘crush’ was sitting right behind me. Across the table my best friend, Tia Thielong, was trying very hard not to laugh. I could kick her to be quite! She knew I have it bad for him. Feeling my face turn red I try to remember what we were talking about before. “So about that movie we’re gonna make. You wanted me to be the villain?” I asked. Smiling big Tia replied, “Yeah! What with your personality and all you would make a great one! There’s also this guy, Jerriod that rides my bus. He’s always so silent I thought maybe he could be your silent right hand man.” “Hmmm…” my mind wonders again to Phillip and Tia giggles. I don’t know why I like him. Probably because he’s into poetry like me. He’s so dark and mysterious I can’t get enough of him! This will be my third year of liking him and he can still make me smile. Last year, when we had a fight, he said something about his darker side and how I didn’t really know him. Which is fine, he really doesn’t know me either. I just need to get over my shyness of him. Sighing deeply I stand to take up my tray. My foot catches on the book bag behind it and I stumble backwards falling into Phillips lap. I could feel my face turn a nice shade of red as I apologize getting up off of him. He just laughs saying no harm done. I think he still only thinks of me as a friend. Oh how I could just slap him right now. Returning to the table I find Phillip and Tia in deep conversation that stops as I approach. He turns to me and flashes me his smile. I force one back fighting the urge to run away. All I would have to do is get my book bag on the other side of him… Tia speaks up seeing me about to bolt, “Why Vanna, Phil here was talking about how he wanted to be in our movie. What do you say to that?” I look at her stunned, “ah, well, erm, sure” She turns her attention to Phillip “Ok so what do you want to be? Good minion, evil minion, or something else entirely?” He looks directly at me, “Well let me think. Could I be the one that is playing the main evil ones left hand man? Ya know kinda like his sidekick?” Tia smiles at me but it was too much. I grab my book bag and rush out. The cool air hits me as I walk outside. It seems a little too cold for late September… Looking up dark clouds loom above me, threatening rain. Rubbing my exposed arms I contemplated going back inside. But one thought of Phillip made be decide against it. So I headed toward another section of the school. A man in dark clothes stood in front of the school. He wore a hat that covered his face in shadow. Walking by him I could feel a cold sensation spread through my limbs. Dark one… It started raining and I rushed inside. The man walked away seemingly pleased. My breath came in shivering gasps. Who the heck was that? Shifting my heavy book bag I started off to my locker. No matter, it is not my problem. Darkness crept into the town that night. I'm sorry it took me so long to get it up but here it is. Mostly just the first half of chapter one but tis a start ^-^ Well till later! ~Kara~

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Friday, September 17, 2004

drained so...

If you don’t want to hear about me day don’t read on. Its rather rambling… uma skip past my name to read a poem I wrote a few days ago… don’t really know if I already posted it… can’t think strait right now… Sick… I was suddenly just so sick… I couldn’t even stay at work. I went and they sent me home. My limbs feel just so heavy. So physically drained. I’ve never felt this way before. Mentally yes but physically? I never get sick. This is just so unfair! I need too… do something… hmm… Nothing of interest happened today. At least nothing I can remember. I can’t think strait anymore. Even forming sentences right now is very stressing. I forget what I type just a few paces behind and… um… I lose my train of thought… Wow I must be really sick. I usually have so much to talk about… ah… tomorrow I think I have something to do… But I can’t think of what it is right now. Hmm… I feel like passing out. I should probably go before I do right here. I’m sorry for not saying more. Tomorrow, when I can think again, I’ll… do something interesting… mmm… again sorry I’ll… talk to ya all later… ~Kara~ Dead It is as the earth consumes the sun And all is forgotten Lost It is as the dieing winds of the heathens Come down to destroy Endlessness It is as pain can do no more Than bring about the end And the lost forgotten souls Of all that can be Or has been Life It is as the light turns out the shadow And all is remembered Found It is as the breath of heaven Comes to rebuild Time Builds the rivers that we drink Or drowned in I can be nothing but the end Though it tries to bring life Nothingness is all we can be Is all we can see Is all… Is all this world is meant to have If there was naught else Than we would have everything Yet… We’ve lost everything I’ve lost everything Beings bring pain… Is all I now know Oh I hate you Yet don’t Leave me please

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Hey! sorry about not posting for so long...

Wow today was just so crazy! And I am so sorry for not updating. My week has been so crazy! ^-^;; If it wasn’t work it was a club at school. Or, like today, It was work then spend time with family because it was my dads B-day. Which was cool. Havn’t really spent time with him as of late and was kinda sad about it. *sigh* though he is a jerk at times I can’t help but talk to him because I can’t live in the same house as someone and just Ignore them lol. Though I have tried it just seems to… I donno… find a way to talk to him. Awww well… Hmm… Tomorrow I work again (but later so I should be able to post) and then Saturday I have a club thing I have to do at walmart. Something about raising money for a cancer society or something like that ^-^ Which is around noonish. Then I come home to chores and then I can post. I’m hoping to enter that contest thing on the homepage. I just havn’t had time to work on it *sigh* stupid schedule… >.< Hmmm… had a spanish test today. Was NOT fun lol. I think I have a trig test tomorrow but not sure. Had a LA test today. Not to bad I new most of it. I’m getting over him, slowly, hehehe and I’ve even went as far to ask another guy to Silver Arrow. (Tis a dance thing, kinda like a pre-prom in november) He said he’d think about it. I had a crush on him last year but he had a girlfriend. This year he doesn’t (^-^) Still he may no go… Um, I wrote a poem the other day. Not that great but at least there no longer about love sickness. *sigh* more about the destruction of the world. Still a little choppy I think. Might revise it later… not sure… anyway… Indigo Roses From your tears do they grow, The roses bred of indigo. Endless nights and endless days, Bring the pain of many rains. Be it not the way today, But fortified from way away. Black is the color of darkest night, In which the world likes to fight. The cries of vengeance, pain and suffering, Brings more ordained corruption. In your bed safe at home, The sleepless nights bore to the bone. Visions of death etched deep in mind, Could not be unleashed for fear of mine. The thought, it seems, is more than that, As tears flow down in endless cast. The earth it shudders to being inert, And yet it moves with power of court. In the fields do they play, The silent game of surreal clay. And from their tears do they grow, The roses bred of indigo. And I guess that’s it. Hope I can talk to ya all very soon *hugs kisses* Cya! Xoxo Kara

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Monday, September 13, 2004

New friend in need of friends.
K another one of my friends just joined recently and needs some help getting friends. If you would do visit her. <"Kuramaslover" border="0" Please go visit her!

Ok you may now return to your everyday lives...

Kara
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hehehe

dun nun nun nun... dun nun nun nun... So should I get to the point? hmmm... To actually talk about something.. or not... hmmm... *suspensful silence* o_o well... ok so its not that big. *sigh* Seto: Are you going to talk about anything or bable all afternoon Me: YOU! *clasps chloroform rag around his mouth until be passes out* Seto: o_o... -_-... _-_... Me: There! That should keep you from talking when you shouldn't ^-^ *stares at everyone watching* O_O umm... sorry didn't have that great of a day and didn't feel like putting up with his rude comments... Mokuba: Seto?... Me: -_-;; Please just go away. *mokuba looks confused and walks out* OK! So I had to see whats his face with backstabber walking and cuddling (made me sick) So that kinda ruined my day. But I figured, I'll just play the part of the older sister and look out for my friend. After all he was the one that asked her out. and I mean she does like him so... so I guess I'll just do as I do for all my other firends. If he hurts her (emotionaly or physically) I'll kill him (technically speaking) *sigh* lol I guess I'm always the nice one giving away my stuff. but my friends are my most prized posessions and I don't know what I would do with out you all *tears* lol ^^ anyway, I was wondering. I have about the first half of part one done. so I could like Post the first part if ya want and finish the second part later... Just a thought ^-^ Well I guess thats reall it... Got to work tomorrow.. um... yup thats it ^-^ Hope to hear from yall soon! xoxo Kara

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Saturday, September 11, 2004

mmm my second post ^-^

Was there ever a time in your life when you felt that no matter how hard things got something was always there to cheer you up? Last week when I was brooding, someone new came into my life and made me feel like I was worth something. Then yesterday I found a dog. She had been sitting outside on our porch and followed me to the bus stop. It was the same day I found out about… well, about the thing that ruined my day. The dog has still not left and whenever it sees me it won’t leave me alone. It comports me to know that perhaps I am doing things right. Why else would there be things here to pull me out of my dark thoughts? The sanity in all that is around me melted and reforged. I need only look for it. So its time I stood up. I need to stop hiding behind false pretences. I am the happy, funny one of the group and will once again take that part. Hehehe so back to my Seto loving self. Almost done with the first chapter. Had to change a few things and am a little lost now. ^^;; So as the day wears on I will try to finish it and get it put up. But I d work again today at 6-11 s I’m not sure. If anything it will be up by Sunday at the latest. *hugs* Well I should go. Hope to cya all soon! Xoxo Kara Hehehe heres a piccy of MY Seto ^-^ *hiss* DON’T TOUCH!!!!!

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mmm...

Is tragedy something everyone must go through? How could one being bring the pain of a thousand years and yet still do nothing at all? This is the mind numbing pain of every life. So why must we live in a world of such controversy? When is it too much for us to handle? When will we ever learn to just let it be? Why do we care so much? I don't know and for life... I'm losing my barings on it. The boy that I liked... has now got a girlfriend. The worst thing about it is... He asked out one of my best friends... I guess she wasn't one of my best friends after all... *sigh* Well when I do put up my story its going to reflect my mood so I'm sorry if it seems I'm a little depressed. But that was just... so... well anyway um work went well... for work... um... I'll post again later kara

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