Wednesday, August 4, 2004

morning *edited*


Yes good morning everyone. This might be my last chance to update today (or ever!!! lol jk) anyway...

I dreamed of school. ug, NOOOO!!! I don't wanna go back yet! I'm having fun here >.<;; *sniff* oh well...

So, have fun whilst I'm gone and I wont be able to get to anyones sites today sorry. So cya and have a wonderful day! ^-^

~Kara~

Edit: oh hey my fan art came up! go see ^^
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Tuesday, August 3, 2004

~ Part 15 ~


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oppressed, dear one, are thy feelings of old. To live aknew they must first remember...

Dinner was a little... oh how shall I put this... odd. When I tryed to make conversation, (directed at Kaiba), he wouldn't say anything and Mokuba would respond instead. I think he might still be mad at me from the run in we had before. I'm still kinda shocked by it all, but, it was so long ago... and we've grown in two totaly separate lives...

I looked up, "I'm sorry what did you say?"
"I said, the project you and seto worked on, got an A+. Isn't that cool!" Mokuba said
"Yeah very, to bad I didn't get to see it put together."

I didn't look at Kaiba because I knew he wasn't going to say anything. I just sighed and backed away from the table saying I was tired.

"Alright then, I'll see ya in the morning Calla!" Mokuba said

I just smiled and took my leave of them. The hallway was well lit but was so gloomy. My head was starting to pound. 'It must have been all the talking I did today,' I concluded. Opening the door to my room, I found a clean pair of night clothes ready for me. 'I have to get out of here soon. I can't stand someone else picking up after me.' I picked them up and went into the bathroom. 'Fresh towels and soap?' I just grumbled. I slipped into the shower, realizing I had such sore joints. The hot water was heaven against them.

I found some books at the side of my bed when I returned to the room. I just shook my head and sat on the bed. Picking one up, I opened it to the first page and started reading.

"You can come out now. I know your there." I said.

Seto stepped out from corner. Walking over to me I stood up.

"You don't really think that trick will work on me again? You tryed it when we were younger adn even then it didn't work." I just crossed my arms and raised an eyebrow.
"Well you havn't changed a bit have you?" He finnaly said
"That depends what you mean by changed. If in age and apperence than yes I have. In nature, well I wouldn't know. I've known myself to long." He just smiled, "So what do you want?"
After another long pause he said, "Do you remember, when we were kids? You'd always give good advise when anyone felt down. even me, though I never lisened..."
"So what do you want? Pity? You ignored me when you left! I said I'd never forgive you if you didn't write and you didn't. So if thats all..." I turned my back to him.

It was silent for a long time and I thought he had left. But then I heard this little sound. Almost like a soft wind through your hair. Except it was a sad aound. I turned back around and I saw tears streaming down his face.

"Seto..." I started to say.

He just turned around. I was mordified. He confused me ever second, even when we were young.... One of his hands went to his noise like he was surpressing a sneese. I walked up to him and, placing my hand on his shoulder, he started to shake. I gently turned him around and he fell into my arms. (which is more just like on his knees for me >.< *Danielle points dagger at my throught* O.o;; ok I get the point, geeze.)

I don't know if it was because he had been surpressing it for so long but he just wrapped his arms around me and cryed. Not the loud kind just the silent big tears of a small child. I comforted him as best I could. Running my hand threw his hair to calm him and my other up and down his back to comport him. After awhile I guess he stopped because he was no longer shaking, just laying against me. He leaned back and I took the sleave of my nightgown and brushed away his tears. His blue eyes were like reflecting pools, right then. All the anguish of his many years, had lifted from them, for this moment, making his eyes so clear and beautiful. I bit my lower lip when he rested his right hand on my face. He started to lean in and I panicked. I had both my hands against his chest, but they wouldn't move. As he leaning in they just leaned as well. My heart skipped a beat as he was a breath away from me.

"no..."

My voice was just a horse whisper but he stopped. Instead he just gave my a hug.

"thank you" he whispered in my ear.

My mind had gone numb, all I could think of was to hug him back. With my face burried in his shirt we stayed like that for a few seconds. Then he pulled away. My arms fell to my side and my eyes glued themselves to the floor. He stood there a moment longer, than left. It was like my brain had come out of deep freeze. 'What?!!' Was all I could form at first. finaly I was able again to think in sentences. 'What the hell was that Calla! He was about to kiss you and you said No?' I hit myself in the head and fell to the bed, mourning my stupidity.

There was a knock on the door. I said come in and in walks Mokuba. I sit up and smiled at him. I noticed it had started raining and thundering. He was apperantly scarred so I waved him over.

"C-Can I stay with you tonight? I feel better when I'm around you. I don't think something at dinner agreed with me." He said
"Of course, come lay by me." I replyed

He jumped up into the bed and I picked up another book from the nightstand. I started to read to him, through the storm. A story about a young maiden and a boy. Whose love was never ment to be...

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and thats where I'ma end it! I hope you all like it ^^

~Kara~
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well hello everyone!


No I do not have my fic ready yet. Besides you wern't going to get it until tonight anyway! *evil laugh*

*sigh* I have to go home tomorrow, So I don't know if I'll be able to write again. _-_;; I might be able to in the morning...

Well um, not really anything else... check back tonight for my next part to my fic ^^

~Kara~
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Monday, August 2, 2004

I swear to GOD that if they ever keep me from checking MY account again!!! *grumble*

urg, sorry for the really really really late update. The printer is on the fritz and my Bro wouldn't let me on the computer. Then we went and started playing a game when he knew I needed to get on... grrr....

*sigh* We went and saw Harry Potter 3 instead of the village >.< I've always wanted to see the death eater though so... -_-

Nothing else really happened... oh I submitted some fan art... I don't know when it'll show up *I just found out they have a scanner ^^, To bad I didn't bring all of my pics...* (sigh)

Yes I did draw that pic in the last post. It was my first try at her (took me many a day lol) I think she looks horrible but the maker is never happy with there work *sigh*

Nothing else really happened... Its rainy here so my spirit was down today... it also made me anxious... _-_;; oh well. I really have nothing else... Tomorrow more to my fic. Till then ^-^

~Kara~
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Sunday, August 1, 2004

Question!!!
Ok quick tell me what you think of this picture!!! and I'll tell you the importance of it ^^



aaandd... Go!
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morning!


Me: Thats is so cute!
Seto: Yeah sure whatever...
Me: >.<

Morning everyone! ug I'm so tired. I couldn't sleep last night very well and I woke up this morning at 5:30 _-_;; I'mSO tired. But I can't get back to sleep... _-_;zzzzz

*sigh* I have my box of cheez-its here and I might eat some... or not. I can't wat food in the morning or I'll get sick (at least not this early)

I had the wierdest dream yesterday. ok it was more in like parts. over the past 3 years I've had this same dream except it changed everytime I had it. Like since I knew what was going to happen I changed the outcome by doing something different. I'll start at the begining

First time I have it:

There was a large room with small pebbles making up the floor. There was a ledgon told (don't ask me how I know of it) that in that room were a small rocks made of blue. (some pebbles were blue, some grey, etc.) well the ledgon gos that the one that can find the blue rock that was not tainted or that came from another place would get much power. See there was a great battle and the pegasus horse thundered down from the heavons killing its foe. Well when it hit ground it touched these blue rocks somehow giving them power.

Over the years the rocks dwindeled and hardly anyone could find them anymore for they all just disapeared. So I was in this room and I searched throught the rocks for hours on end. finnaly after a long time I found one.

I was in a party of tavelers and we were abused on our way back to where ever we came from. (never got that far so I don't know) This spellcaster took one of my group captive (a girl) and comanded me to give them the rock or she'll die. Well I had no other choice so I gave it to them. The girl just snickered (the one captive) and turned to go with the spellcaster. She had betrayed us the whole time.

They ran off and I chased after them. The one thing that kept running through my mind was I had to get it back for the sake of mankind. eventually I did cetch up with them but just as I got the rock back I woke up.

~second time~

Much like the first except since I knew she was going to betray me I didn't give them the rock. so they attacked us. and I woke up *sigh*

~third time~

Same story line except I already had a blue stone when we went to the room. Before I relized I had it thought I was like 'ug I've already done this. I don't know if I remember where it is. its not on thr right side. I search the side for hours and found nothing.' Thats when I relized I had it. Like I had brought it with me from the other dream. This time though when we went to the room it was being searched by the goons that tryed to steal it in all the other dreams. I somehow had the last one already so we tryed to get away.

The chased us for miles finaly we split up and fanned out. The sellcaster wanted that stone so bad that I had to get away. alas I woke up then *Deep sigh*



But isn't that weird that I dreamed the same (almost) dream 3 times? Ok I'm done cya!

~Kara~
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Saturday, July 31, 2004

~ part 14 ~
I have such a splitting head ache. But I got the next part done. I hope you all like it. Its kinda the releaf stress point. I'll have a lot thrown throughout my story. So as theres not always stress. *sigh* because I hate stress, it just works my nerves like theres no tomorrow. Why this one time... Ok yes I'm stalling, so go on and read it already!

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In part to ones mind, there lives another, more prutent, figure...

Uncle: I wish to speak to Kaiba, Imediatly!
Butler: I will see what I can do. Please, Mr. Carth, step this way. May I take your coat?
Uncle: Fine but I won't be staying long.
Butler: Yes, Mr. Carth, of course, Mr. Carth.

My hand went to my mouth. Panic started to rise in my throught. Someone tugs at my shirt and I jumped. Turning around, I saw Mokuba. He motioned me to follow him, so I did. He led me to a room at the end of the hall. The butler had mad it to the top of the stairs, with my uncle right behind him. 'If he sees me' I thought and started to panic more. Mokuba led me into a room that was way bigger than the one I was in. It still had a bed and everything, it was all just bigger. (-_-) He closed the door behind us and ploped down on the bed. I sat next to him

"Where are we?" I asked
Looking over at me he said, "In my room, don't ya like it?"
"Its bigger than mine." I joked
He smiled, "Naw, it just looks that way because I'm smaller than you. It all just seems bigger around me."
"Why did you lead me in here?"
He sighed, "I know you don't like your uncle. But him and seto do business so I knew he was going to come by sooner or later, and I think hes suspicious of seto."
"Why?" I felt like an idiot for asking so many questions.
"Because he thinks seto had something to do with your disappearence."
"How could he come to that conclusion? I was missing for a week before he even found me..."
"I personally think someone tipped him off. But oh well whats done is done. You want something to eat? You didn't eat anything all day."

At that moment I realized how hungry I really was. The nawing in my stomack came to full wake. I nodded that I was and he ordered some snacks. After a few minutes a maid came into the room with a serving cart. It had at least 20 different things on it. My eyes must have gotten really big because Mokuba laughed at my reaction to all the food.

The maid asked, "Oh dear, Miss Calla, You've been in your bed clothes all day. Could I get you something cleaner to wear?"
I looked down, realizing that I had been in the same clothes all day, "That would be divine." I smiled and she left the room.
"So what do you like? We've got just about anything you'd ever want here. Fish, Chicken, Ham,..." (>.< ewww ham _-_;)

He named off all the food and I settled with the spagetti. We talked about everything over our meal. During which the maid had brought me clean clothes. I slipped into his bathrrom, changed, and the maid was waiting for me when I got done. I had on a tight blue tank top, jeans that fell just a little to low for me, (But I didn't say anything) and geeze they were tight! The shirt had the Corp logo across the front and was so cute. It also had a little jacket but I was to warm right then to put it on. When I came out, mokuba and the maid just looked at each other and started laughing.

I said, "What? Whats wrong? Did I put something on wrong? WHAT?!"
The maid finnaly got over her giggles saying, "oh my I've only seen you in Pjs since you've came here. That was so long ago. You just seem so... your just... they fit you perfectly." Mokuba nodded his agreement.

I rolled my eyes and decided that the jacket wouldn't be so bad, if i covered me up a bit. After the maid left we talked some more. After a long while of getting to know each other someone knocked on the door. A maid popped in to say the dinner would be ready very soon.

Mokuba stood up saying, "Well than I guess its down to the dinning room. Oh and don't worry. The food is ok to eat." He smiled
I laughed at his joke, "Well if you say so. I'm trusting you now" We both cracked up laughing.

On the way down to the dinning room I saw many of the servants going in their duties. There one was cleaning the walls. Another the windows. Yet another dusting. They seemed to get the place clean so fast it was amazing, 'Well,' I thought to myself, 'They've probably been here most of there lives.' It was a depressing thought so I didn't dwell on it. Entering the dining room Kaiba was already sitting at the head of the table. He stood though when we walked in, seeming a little surprized to see us. I just raised my eyebrow and walked to the table. He sat back down again. I was motioned to sit at his right side, which was the one place I didn't want to be after his little episode earlier that day, but I sat none the less. Interesting though. I was not expecting what he did after dinner...

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HAHAHAHAHA!!!! and thats where I'ma end it tonight. So I'll cya all later. oh and sara I have a quiz you might like. its underthe seto quiz thing, well really my username. its a compatibility test for malik. If you can't find it I will and give you the link. But you should be able to get my username from the other quix from today.
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ok ok
alright so Ihavn't been able to get my fic up yet... but I will before the day ends!!! I promise!!!

so anyway...

I made this quiz. If your a seto person than you'll like it. and does anyone know what maliks and bakuras birthdays are?


Leo & Scorpio

Riven and driven, this couple wins the passion
prize. Leo and Scorpio are locked in a
struggle, united on the razor's edge. The
emotional Leo is offended by Scorpian rudeness;
in turn, Scorpio's deep feelings are masked by
carnal urges. Tension and challenge define this
relationship. Each is endowed with an infinite
ability to wound or solace the other, and the
two will endlessly oscillate between torment
and delight. The clash of these two strong
personalities is doomed unless indulgence and
tolerance also reign. But selfishness may
overcome them.


How well are you matched to seto Kaiba? (need zodiac sign)
brought to you by Quizilla

Please tell me what you think
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Thats the pic of the day with thanks to Kayago.

Yes I've decided that I will put aside two days a week for new parts to my fin. They will be saturdays (today) and tuesdays. This will give me time to think of more story line lol ^^;;.

So... let me see. I stayed up to 12 last night but was woken up this morning with my nephew not wanting to go potty (potty training him) and geeze that boy can acream bloody murder -_-; But I got about 6 hours of sleep. *sigh*

Well anyway, I'll update at about 1:00pm with the next part to my story (his nap time ^^) till then

~Kara~
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Friday, July 30, 2004

ahhh!
We just got back from tocobell and I was annoying my bro the ENTIRE way home ^__^ I called him a baka (the japanese word) and Kelsey and I wouldn't tell him what it ment until we were already at home. He can bearly talk now because he just kept repeating "What does it mean, What does it mean..." and after awhile he started singing it. *sigh* It was great ^__^ (The torchurment of ones brother lol)

Yes I'm in a much better mood than before. I've deleted that last post because it has no right on my happy site ^__^ *does a jig* So I'ma start a party ^-^ *gets out cake and icecream* sorry got to bring your own drinks and hubbies ^_^ piccy for party *turns on party music*


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