Sunday, May 15, 2005

Good Morning, How is everyone? I'm doing well. Only a few more days of regular school left. But then I start summer school. *sigh* ah well I do need to get government out of the way. I'm also taking a speech type class. Its going to be fun, I hope lol. I am sorry for only putting short little posts lately but my time is rather cut short with all the last minuet projects the teachers think they can throw at us. For once I'm free today but my friends and I are getting together later to play and hang out. My script for the story I'm writting is coming along. I am hoping to post the first chapter sometime in june. I found the perfect publisher too. They have everything I wanted. High royalty, right in my area of writting, oh its just wonderful. But if I don't get them I am going to send my story to others as well. I just need to find somemore, lol. Anyway, I think that is all that is really happening. I hope you all have a wonderful day. Much love, ~Calla~ P.S. I am going to be cutting my list of friends soon. so as long as your a poster here you won't get kicked off. and If I do kick you off and you've finally decided to come here then PM me and I'll put you back on. TY

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Tuesday, May 3, 2005

I thought this was quite lovely. I found it at my new friends site Amerill I hope you like it as much as I do. Do you trust me? Give me your trust said the bird to the worm, On my shoulders I support the sky. Trust in me to know and do what is best, And I will take care of the rest. But trust is the color of a dark seed growing, Trust is the color of a hearts blood flowing, Trust is the color of a souls last breath, Trust is the color of death. Give me your trust said the wolf to the sheep, For I must bear the burdenall alone. Trust in me to lead and judge and rule, And no one will think you a fool. But trust is the sound of a grave dogs bark, Trust is the sound of betrayal in the dark, Trust is the sound of a souls last breath, Trust is the sound of death. -Robert Jordan- Xoxoxo ~Calla~

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Sunday, May 1, 2005

So how is everyone? I’m doing quite well myself. Had a little ruff time at work but its all better now that I’m clean *smiles* Only a few more days of school left then I’m a senior *yey…* -.-‘ lol Not to excited myself. I don’t wanna go to college. *pout* But ah well times change. I’m going around to everyones’ sites so if I havn’t posted either it was the last one you posted or I havn’t made it that far down yet. Oh and I’m going to check my Guest book tomorrow so if you signed mine and I havn’t made it back to you I will promise. Well I must be off many people to talk to *huggles everyone* Oh and I put up a new wall paper please comment on it. I havn’t been getting comments on mine lately. Xoxoxo ~Calla~

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Um well I've updated my site at long last. Took all day. I hope you all like it. I have to go to work now or I would stay and chat. Tell me if you like it plz *smile* *huggles* ~Calla~

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

Entry 1 of Dark Days at Jackson High Sitting alone, on my own, I feel a deep desire A powerful urging, burning thing, making me feel on fire Countless places, nameless faces, force their way into my thoughts A deeper sorrow, sweet sorrow, a race of which I can’t save Have you even felt alone in a crowd of people? Just like your walking down the hall and it feels like everyone is just empty. They have no purpose yet in life so they are merely vessels for the real person they were meant to be comes out. Even though, sometimes, it never does. Today I felt like that. I just wanted to crawl into a hole somewhere and swallow myself. This week has gotten considerably worst as it went on. We had MAP testing which wasn’t that bad but I have been on over drive this whole week from all the stress of end of year school stuff. They are working me more hours at my job and we are hiring so many more people. Since most everyone else left I have to train most of the when it’s my shift. I closed with one last night and I was so tired and cranky because I’ve just been having a bad all around week. I had to help her close and finish myself and I didn’t get out of there until 40 minuets after closing because I had to help her. It wouldn’t have been so bad if I was in a good mood. *sigh* Than this morning a ‘friend’ of mine told me to shut up and not tell everyone I hated them (it’s a morning thing) because it really makes him mad. Well woopdie friggin do. Like I care about his opinion anyway. I have just been really depressed all day now because I was told to restrain myself back and not to do anything. (Basically what I got from it) He could have told me to jump off a cliff because he didn’t want to look at me anymore and I wouldn’t have been more devastated. I couldn’t even act today in Theatre because my heart hurt too much. Weary has become this wanderer. No longer does she care. Life has brought it down from her. No longer can she bare. This life so full of emptiness And sadness is her lair. Only fifteen more days of school left for me. Isn’t that exciting? This summer I’m going to sleep in and forget about people, for the most part, and try to save up a lot of money. Maybe I could even fly east and meet up with some of my friends. I really need a vacation, lol. I’m weary to the bone from stress. I think I’m going to die early from it too. I think I’m done ranting now. I promise to update more when summer comes. School has monopolized all my time and I’m beginning to hate it all together. Anyone thanks for reading *gives everyone a cookie* You all rock! Xoxoxoxo ~Calla~

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