Monday, July 26, 2004

HEY!!!!!
Pic of day for ladymalik 'Welcome Back!'



*edited because I put up the wrong one*

So whats up with all of you? sorry I coudn't get on the past few days but I've been really busy here, lol. and sara! welcome back! I'm sorry I missed your homecoming. *sniffle* now I feel really back about leaving. >.< oh and I will e-mail them to you ^_^

ah the days... oh I've been reading your story Danielle. Its awsome! (I'ma get to it about posting on your site >.<) I've written the next part already and I think it turned out really great! I'll put it at the end of this post.

Wow I've missed you all these past few days. Its like wow I've been gone for about 2 days and I come back and O.O;; everything changed... ok maybe not everything but you get the idea ^_^

So this is what you call stalling huh? hmmmm... should I give you the next part to my story or not... decicions decisions. ^-^b(wow I spelled it wrong both times -_-;;) interesting thing about my story... It from the main characters point of view so don't get confused. OK OK I know I'll get on with it ^_^

~ part 10 ~

Pain is an emotion of the mind, created to show your being hurt. So why does it hurt so much... when you just think about the pain inside?

'run' that was the only word that I could get through my mind right then. The six of them were chasing me in the drizzling weather. Puddles were everywhere soaking my legs and school uniform through and through. Time and again I'd duck down an allyway just to have them follow relentlisly. My breath started to come in harse gasps. The air was getting so cold. The water was so drery that it made my very bones shake with the effort of every step. They were still following me but were falling farther behind. I've ran all my life. That is the only way I've outran them this one time.

Turning a corner, I shoved open a side door, slipping inside. I made my way father into the building just incase they decided to follow me but I heard no one. I sat down to rest. The air from my lungs was so hot I could taste blood. My chest was on fire. My clothes were soaked. 'Can this get any worse?' I ask myself shivering.

"Hey, kid!," someone said from the shadows, "You can't be in here! Get back outside where you belong."

I grabbed my bag and headed toward the exit. I didn't want any trouble. pulling out a blanket that I had been using that week, I wrapped it around me, so as you couldn't see me, then I walked outside.

I walked the ally a little and sat down next to a homeless person. He was dirty and gringy and I blended well next to him. One of the suited men ran pass the ally looking very VERY pissed. I think I could hear him curseing as well but he was gone to fast for me to know for sure.

So I sat there. The days' rain never ceased. My blanket filled with water making me more cold. But I was too afraid to let it down lease one of the men find me. Night fell and the homeless man moved away toward the fire some others had made. I sat there shivering in the cold rain. Looking to the sky I saw nothing but clouds. The night air froze the blanket to my body making an almost shell around me. The homeless people started to seek selter for the rain was getting harder. But I sat there unable to even move my lips.

'God,' I thought, 'I hate how everything I do backfires. *sigh* My will has become so stressed. My heart so worn. My very soul so tired. I want to care but yet I don't. If I die here then nothing I've ever done will have ever mattered. Why must all that I do turn to naught and the fire be doused my rain? I've served my time, my sentence, to life. Yet all I have is a story. A story that no one could ever understand. My world has shattered into millions of pieces. I don't even dare to start to put them back together now. After all is said and done... what would I do... what have I done... how could I ever be so blind... this time... this time... just this... and now... so tired... of things... so weary...' My vison started to blur. My fingers were long since frozen so I could not wipe the tears from my face. The hot... blinding tears. The blanket fell from my head, from my shoulders. Looking up I saw... (O.o ooo I beat you wanna know don't cha? well this is called stalling hehehehehe *gets surrounded but angry fan girls with bazookas* ok ok I get the point)

A man was standing over me. I couldn't see him for his face was hidden in shadow. The rain, I could tell, had matted his hair to his head. His jacket looked soaked, I think I was black but I don't trust my sight at the moment. He reached forward and touched my face. I could feel his warm breath. His very heartbeat I could hear through his hand, it pulsated against my cheek. His lips were moving, but no words did I hear. I couldn't make my body respond to anything I wanted it to do. 'They found me,' I sighed, 'After all that time of hiding and they still found me.' Another tear fell. The man gently stroked it away and said something more. When he pulled back his hand I could see blood on it. 'I must be bleeding, hopfully internaly so they can't help me. I just want to sleep...' He tryed shaking me but I couldn't respond even if I wanted to.

It was becoming harder to breath. I could feel warm coming from my mouth so I determined that was where the blood was coming from. My heart seemed to freeze for a moment skipping a beat. The sudden shock of pain made my body move just a little. But the pain from moving was far worse. It felt like my skin was being torn from my body. The ice, I guess, had started to merge with my skin and when I moved it was like my flesh broke along with it. I tryed not to move again but the man was calling over the others. I tryed to force my eyes to open but they were now closed tight. I felt another blanket being put around me. The man tryed to picked my up. It hurt so much. The pain The PAIN was mind numing. My whole world went black. My last though was of...


and there you go. Oh you want to know what she thought of last well ok it was... HA you actually thought I was going to tell you huh? well I'ma just leave you in the dark so there *sticks out tounge* ok I'm done I'ma go see all your guyses sites!

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