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Thursday, September 23, 2004


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I was wondering if anyone else was as tired as I am. I've been rather depressed today about a lot of things. mostly... well I'd really rather not say.

The funeral for the boy that died in the accident was today. I didn't get to go. I felt kinda sad about not being able to v.v He was a really nice guy and... and it made me think really hard.

Life is so very fragile. You could die in one instance and the next... I... am a little confused on what the direction my life is taking right now. A very good friend of mine has changed so much recently. I can hardly tell its her at all. But she is still my best friend and I.. don't know. Everything has changed so much.

Being here has made me think a lot about myself. (something I don't do a lot) and I guess.. I found something I really didn't want to. I feel bad because I think, in some odd way, that its my fault. It has to be my fault. I see no other explination!

I can tell I've lost a lot of you by now so I guess I'll wrap this up. I love life, it just seems so, hard as of late that I have concidered other options. Though I would never do anything of that magnitude it feel sbetter to know I have the option, though I will never use it.

umina, I have to work this afternoon so I don't think I'll be able to gt on until late tonight. So I hope you all are doing well and *hugs* for you all!

xoxoxo
Kara

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