Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Even in the arms of thoughs we would call friends the pain of sadness still remains unchanged. - Cal

Me: Bakura? His name haunted me. Even while I slept. He invaded my dreams never leaving me to rest. He... scared me... Bakura: Come on we're leaving here. I felt his tug at my arm. Hid fingers half digging into me. Cold hands on my warm flesh. Nothing like the one who saved me... Me: What... what do you want... from me? *I managed to gasp out* Bakura: Nothing... I just... I mean I thought... I closed my burning eyes and turned from him. Tears made them hurt even more. Yet I felt none fall. Me: Please... I'm sorry... We should never... I couldn't speak anymore. My shortness of breath and the lump in my throat. The sadness of betraying a friend. Someone whom might have liked me for me despite my dreams... I heard nothing fo the longest time. Then his shoes as he turned and left the room. Please don't be mad I thought despritaly. Please... ***** The air in the hospital room was suffocating. It reaked of disease and sickness. I didn't want to be here anymore. I wanted to go home... Back to Seto... just hoped he hadn't given up on me. About a day later Kaiba dropped in on me. The look on his face made me want to hid. But, resrained to the bed as I was, I couldn't even lift the blankets in time to hid my shame. Kaiba: WHAT DID YOU DO?!! I bit my lower lip to think of something to say. Did he know already? How did her find out? Was he really following us that day? These and a thousand more came to mind but none were spoken aloud. He sighed heavily and at by my bed. Kaiba: No I suppose theres nothing you can say... He stared at the wall for a long time and I fiddled with the bed sheets. (you know those thing are so thin they freeze you to death nightly!) He finaly looked at me with a look I didn't think I see on him. He almost smiled. Kaiba: Look Calla I know about Bakura and how you ran around with him and everything... He paused for a long time here and I felt as i I was suppose to say something but as I opened my mouth to speak he raisd him hand. Kaiba: I know I may not have been with you all the time and everything but did you really have to pick him? I mean him over me? *he laughed here* Yes him over me. Again he paused and my blood almost ran cold. I wished he would just break up with me already that would make thing so much easier. Kaiba: But as I was following ou two a few night ago you told him to scram and walked home alone. Well almost home anyway. I looked at him and he was smiling at me. Kaiba: Even while you were uncontious you said my name, not his. Thats how I know you love me and I promise to look after you more. As long as you still want me to that is. I smiled really big and gave him and big hug/Kiss. I'm so glad he isn't mad. We went home but I couldn't stop thinking about what Bakura would do. I knew he wasn't the kind to just lay down and give up. All the way home I felt as though he was watching us... heh well I have to get back to class. Hope you liked it ^^ I sure did!!! YEY seto!!! Xoxoxo Calla

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