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Thursday, June 16, 2005



We each have our own secret to  keep…



Mood: So very tired
Time: 11:33am
Quote of the day: Dreams are a part of our world too. When you can’t sleep something is wrong. When you can’t dream you are detached. When you can’t think than you are frozen with so much pain that your body refuses to work. Now that is true pain.



How is everyone? I’m tired. I couldn’t sleep last night. I kept waking up at odd times. 3:30, 5:00, and on until I finally just got up at 7:30. I havn’t been able to sleep lately. I don’t know why. I’m so very tired but I just can’t sleep. -.-‘ I think something is wrong with me. I feel sick if I eat and I can barely function. I can’t concentrate and my mind is all foggy. I tried to write yesterday but I just couldn’t get my words to come.

I’m going to try again today to write. But I really don’t know if I can do it. Maybe I’m not suppose to be a writer. I would be very sad if I couldn’t write anything anymore. Its like I just don’t have the ability anymore. I feel left behind like a lost puppy or something. I’m doing the same thing over and over again. I work, I clean, I eat, and I sleep. Nothing really changes. (Except less sleep) meh blasted schedule

I’m going over to my friends house tonight for a sleepover after work. They wanted to do a beauty thing but I’m going mostly to be able to spend time with my friends. (and avoiding the beauty part of it all together) I need a vacation from my life. We should all get together. Meet in some distant country away from this life. Now that would be fun. ^-^

Ok I’m going to go work on it now. So I may be posting the next little bit up a little later. Before I have to go to work that is. I hope it’ll be ok.

Much love everyone!

~Nakamura-san~

That’s my name in Japanese. It means ‘Center of the Village’ cool neh? ^-^

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