Wednesday, December 7, 2005

   Just so you know, i didn't have a good day. . . . . . . . . . --_
I hate it when I’m pissed off. It gets me even more pissed off. AND I get mad over the littlest things. My friend was making little comics about Naruto. She wants to make a Yu-Gi-Oh1 one, and asked me to draw sketches of Kaiba, Yugi and Joey since she didn't know what they looked like. Well, I did a side view of Kaiba. It looked good! Even if it was just a hair outline. But she asked if I could do a front view. Heh. That’s when it started. I tried, and she's like, "no, just draw an oval and fill in the features." Ok. Seemed easy enough. I drew an oval. I did a little hair, outline of an eye......and stopped. I knew what was going on. I was getting angry that I couldn't draw. I can draw, but I have to look at something. I closed my notebook, and the folder it was in, and dropped (not slammed) it on the floor. I heard someone say. "oooo..." and I just glared at him. He didn't know what was going on. I almost lose control. But I have been better with my anger. I hate to admit it, but yes, I do have anger issues. I don’t get as mad anymore, but it used to be bad. -_- my friend told me I was getting better a while ago, and meant a lot to me. I felt really depressed all day. Lunch didn’t help much, and the ride home didn’t either. I’m going to have to sleep this one off.
Yami: and then you’ll be back you you’re hyper-active self, right?
Yamis Pharaohess: Yeah!
Yami: because you know that all your friends don’t like seeing you depressed and down. Especially me.
Yamis Pharaohess: ^_______^ heehee I feel loved
Yami: WELL YOU SHOULD! ^_~
Yamis Pharaohess: well, besides the fact I got mad, the girl that sits next to me in Government class is a complete b*tch! She said I was giving her attitude. O....k....well, speaking of attitude! Jeez. English was fine. We took a quiz, corrected one, and read all hour, so I could just wander off in my mind and cool off a bit. *sigh* it helped some.
and i always say this to my frineds, if i'm erally depressed i WILL NOT GET ANY IDEAS!!!!!!!! well, i would, but i would NEVER DO THEM!!!!!!!
Yami: I would make sure you wouldn't too.
Yamis Pharaohess: and I'm glad that would.

That’s all for now.
See Ya

*~*~ I Took Some Quizzes~*~*~

Y	Yummy
A	Appealing
M	Mischievous
I	Intelligent
S	Strange
P	Playful
H	Honest
A	Arty
R	Radical
A	Awesome
O	Orderly
H	Honest
E	Entertaining
S	Shy
S	Sexy

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

The last s.....? umm....not what I would of put.... O_o





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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   why aren't my posts...........POSTING!!!!!
i posted 2 times today. why do i only see one (excluding this one) ? UGH........!!!!! frustrating! i had typed a lot too! this is messed up. i'll put wht i THOUGHT i had. grr....frustrating!
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   FYI. this post is a little messed up. this is what i felt last night. i'll post again after school.
I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE IT!

I had a crush on this guy for about a year. We started out as friends and I started to like him, and he started to like me. Why I liked him? He was funny and he liked to play Duel Monsters. (Yay!) but... something happened and he started using me. I pushed it to the back of my mind, and this past summer I got sick of holding it back. And finally, I said, “He used me! He used me to get what he wanted and I didn’t get an equal not even fair payback. And after he PROMISED!!!” I saw him and i just wanted to say hi. But, he wasn’t really apying attention. Ok. Fine. Then, I went up to him when I saw him at lunch (the lunches overlap. He was in first, I was in second) I went up to him and said, “You, are such a jerk!” and I shoved him. He had no reaction. And that didn’t surprise me. I thought, “if I ever see him again, I’ll teach him a lesson.” Or in better words, well not really, I was going to kick his ass. I haven’t seen him yet. And just last night I got this flash. Almost like a vision. I saw something, and I realized I HAD A SOFT SPOT FOR HIM!!! It’s very tiny, but it’s there. I couldn’t hurt him as bad as he did me. [on the inside] I told my friends before if we were walking in the halls, and saw this guy, I asked them to hold me back. Because I didn’t want to go after him and start beating the living daylights out of him. Not because I liked him, I didn’t want to get in trouble. Now, I have a soft spot. Maybe the tension is going away. I hope this soft spot doesn’t grow. I like someone else. And this other guy, *scoff* he’s out of my mind.

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Monday, December 5, 2005

a little change
i changed my BG from inuyasha to Rurouni Kenshin. the inuyasha picyure won't show up anymore. i'm changing everything now.....from red and green to a snow-y theme. awwww.....i liked the red and green!!!!! -_- ooh well. i'm going to get it back.
*an idea pops in her head* hmmm..... heeheehee........^_~
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another day of school. IS OVER!

today wasn't really different than any other day. except i got a REALLY bad headache halfway throught Goverment. it was like i was zoning out, but i couldn't. it was like a strain. i bugged me until halfway throught English. but English didn't help because it was so flipping cold in there! then it was the end of the day. *sigh* i RAN to my bus. i think i should wear more than a t-shirt and a light jacket, huh? then there was the regular routine that me and 2 of my friends do. mess around and talk TOO MUCH! ^_~ it's a good laugh after school.

my friend Andrew has a friend named Dayton and OMG, he's a total PERVERT! he really bugs me, and he says the grossest things! (EW!!!!!!) *shudders* he keeps bugging me about this one Yu-Gi-Oh (somewhat) related dream i had. that was like, 3 weeks ago! he got to the point and i just yelled, "SHUT THE HELL UP! I'M SICK OF YOU TALKONG ABOUT IT! JUST DROP IT!" he just said, "whoa. violent." i looked like i was going to yell again, then i calmly said, "You. are really pushing it." and i walked away to dump my tray. so, me, Andrew and out friend Casey walked away when he wasn't looking. yeah, it's kind of mean, but it's the only way to get away from his stories.... there are now two peole on my "I'm going to kick your @$$" list.
Yami *walks in* Ooh...they're in trouble.
YP: YEAH THEY ARE! DATON ECSPECAILLY!
Yami:i can't beleive he's still harping about that dream. he said he thought it was funny.
YP: i still say he's a pervert.... -_-
Yami: don't think too much about it. don't think about it at all. you won't be the happiest person on the block
YP: yeah. that's true. this was something akward to talk abouT huh?
Yami: WAT out there.!

See Ya!
*~*~Yami and Yamis Pharaohess~*~*
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   felt like posting

it's morning here, and i didn't want ti get up. i hate mondays. -_- mondays mean getting up early and going to prision. ok, school.
since i'm taking about sleep kind of,
What;s The Weirdest Dream You Had?
(like, it made no sence whatsoever)
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Sunday, December 4, 2005

   Christmas Shopping
I got all my shopping for my mom's side of the family done in one trip, and one store. yay! i got a pack of Yu-Gi-Oh! cards too. Elemental Energy. i'll list them later. i went to green mill and got some pizza. it was really good, but VERY expensive. >< not going to go there in the near future. i have to go shopping for my friends and my dad's side of the family know. eh, what am i going to get them? ugh, i'll have to make a list.

My Latest Addition of Yu-Gi-Oh1 Cards. ^_^

Level Modulation (spell)
Oxygeddon (Monster/effect)
Familiar Possessed - Eria (Monster/effect)
VW-Tiger Catapult (Fousion/ effect)
Broww, Huntsman of Dark World(Monster/effect)
Gateway To Dark World (spell)
Roll Out! (Trap)
Hydrogeddon (Monster/effect)
Simultaneous Loss (trap)

that's it! i should modify my deck then post it. what'ya think? ^_^ maybe a few pointers so i won't lose to an my cousin anymore! =P
See Ya!
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a quick hi

my wallpapers have been sent over 200 times! (207 currently) O_O COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my dad's not making breakfast! *starts crying* well, not really, he's just putsing around watch vh1. have to go in like a half hour! >< grrr...
time to bug him.
See Ya!
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   well, this can't be good!
it's about 10 after midnight, and i'm REALLY hyper. i'll probably collapse somewhere! ^^;
Whay am i hyper. (you dare ask) well, it's probably because i downloaded 3 yu-gi-oh episodes and i couldn't with this other site. and before that, i downloaded a bunch of clips and music videos from Inuyasha. and BEFORE that, i went an looked at Naruto songs, found the main theme, but it was differnet. (?) anyway, i typed in "Full Metal Alchemist" and was going through them all. i clicke don one somg and reconized it after about 5 secons. IT WAS THE ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION! ^^ i have part of their live performance somewhere on tape. so i got excited hearing it all the way through. and i have some Vandread stuff.....Japanese stuff. Ya know, the stuff i should keep away from. i'll just get hyper again......^_~
that's it for this post.
i'm sure that i'll be able to get to everyone's sites today/tomorrow (whenever you are reading this!) i'm going to go shopping and i have to get upo at like 8:30.

Yami: *wakes up in the chair* so? you said you got up at 6 this morning.

YP: eh, i tryed to fall back asleep. then i woke up at 7 and....you know the rest!

Yami: you got up, watched Yu-Gi-Oh, got really excited and typed for 2 hours straight. right?

YP: yeah! Yami, you got me even MORE hyper! >_<

Yami: heh. oops. i think you just need to go to bed. you look like you'll fall asleep any second.

YP: ok.....*yawns*
See Ya in the morning! or the next time i post or whatever.

Yami: Bed............?

Yamis Pharaohess: *truges to her room*

Yami: she's the weirdest person you'll ever meet. ^_~
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

   YAY!
i've gotten 50 hit. whoo!
yeah i know it's not much. i though i'd be farther........
oh well. doesn't mean i have to give up right? WTH.? i'm not really giving up. i'm just...not...letting it bug me. eh, this post was stupid! O_o

but yay! i got to 50 hits! next stop, 100!
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