myOtaku.com: Yamis Pharaohess

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-12-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• In Egypt!
Member Since
• 2005-11-20
Occupation
• Yu-Gi-Oh! Otaku (cashier at BK)
Real Name
• Kibou Yumi Chan, or Nami Shannon De Cantore

Personal

Achievements
• I've gotten on the right track with a lot of things with the help of my friends. I dunno!
Anime Fan Since
• I can't remember! Seems like forever....
Favorite Anime
• YU-GI-OH! Yu-Gi-Oh!: Capsule Monsters, and Yu-Gi-Oh GX (Well, obviously!) Inu Yasha, FullMetal Alchemist, Vandread, Naruto, Street Fighter 2, World of Narue, Read or Die, Prince of Tennis, there's probably more that I'm not thinking of...
Goals
• Have my own reseraunt or show on Food Network, become a storm chaser, seeing my little sister again.
Hobbies
• Dancing, cooking, dancing, dreaming, drawing, chasing storms ^^;; um... playing DDR! Hanging out and stuff like that.
Talents
• Dancing, Cooking, Multi-tasking, making people laugh, MY EARS CAN TWITCH LIKE INUYASHA'S!!!! and can annoying people about Yu-Gi-Oh! count as a talent?

myOtaku.com: Yamis Pharaohess

Friday, January 6, 2006

not As Planned
******This is Just Me Ranting*******

Ok. Before I go on and rant, here's a little story. About a week into the 2nd term, in first hour, there's a guy named Aaron. Ok. Then he was in my group (well, he still is, but ya get what I’m saying?) then I had a crush on him. ^^ he was really cute. I told my friends about him, and since I didn't know his name at the time, we decided to nick-name him "Walter" and "Cantaloupe" (Yeah. the fruit. =P) so, as foods class went on, we joked around, and everything was cool. I thought Aaron liked me back because he was joking with me and no one else. I found out his name, but me and my friends still called him Walter or Cantaloupe. I drew a heart with his name in it. ^^ (how sweet.) And recently, I found out where his locker is, and my friend Lisa saw his face and said, "He's cute! *looks at me* but yours!!!" (She liked someone else.) Ok. So, now that's the basis of the story. Now to much recently. The past week. The mission: I was going to ask Aaron/Walter/Cantaloupe out. I COOULDN'T DO IT! I WAS TOO NERVOUS!
Alright. January 6, 2006. Now or never. I tried to ask during class. Couldn’t do it. Ask him out in the hall. He walked too fast! Ask him at lunch. He was alone this time... I saw him with a girl yesterday. Could be a friend. So, today, I "wondered" after lunch. I knew where he sat, and he'd be one of the last to leave. I saw him, and it looked like he was alone! Yes!!!! Good!!!! Here I go! Wait......... who's that? And....... OMG.... they were holding hands. I thought he liked me. I felt like I was shot. Then I just trudged back to class. I was confused. The rest of the day I had my head down. I didn’t know what to do. He jokes around with me, seems to like me, and has a girlfriend. CAN’T ANYONE BE HONEST WITH ME!!! I’ve been lied to enough. I got on the bus and had an I’m-happy-really! face on. But then we started talking about the guy that Lisa likes, then our friend Silica said something, and the only word I caught was “Walter” my smile just dropped, I leaned against the window and said, “He has a girlfriend....” and I explained everything. Geez, I felt like crying. It’s mainly the confusion. I don’t understand! The three of us Lisa, Silica and I may do something on Saturday. I don’t know it was just brought up. Silica said she didn’t want to see me sad. No one likes their friends sad. I’ve cheered up a little. But this may take a while. Good thing it’s the weekend. *sigh* I don’t expect for some guy to like me just because I love him. It’s just complicated and I just think about everything all at once and I don’t know what to do. I said something on the bus that made me laugh a little. I said, “I want to sit at midnight watching ‘Secret’ eating Froot Loops.” Secret is a show on AZN Television. From what I’ve seen, it’s like the show “First Love of a Royal Prince”. Silica cheered me up by asking me if I wanted to borrow her imaginary monkey or penguin. I replied by saying I’d stick with the Froot Loops and some Yu-Gi-Oh! I’m glad that I have good friends. I just wish love wasn’t like this.

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So much for my happy ending
.......
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
.........

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you Im difficult
but so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do, (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
.........

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
........

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending.

Oh Oh, Oh Oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh Oh,Oh Oh, Ohhhhh Oh Oh,Oh Oh, Ohhhhh

- - Avril Lavigne
~ My Happy Ending
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