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Friday, March 24, 2006


   “I Cannot Believe I Just Did That.”
~*Note: This is a sob story. So you don’t have to go on. I just have to get this off my back.*~

Today was.... ok...... up until the end of second hour. Gym was fun, more basketball, but 2nd hour, my class went to a multi-cultural show. To be honest, there were only a few good acts. The rest were just...... *shudders* ...... just plan disgusting. But, afterwards, I went to go find Lisa so say hi again. Couldn’t find her, oh well. I had left my stuff back in my math classroom, and ran to go get it. The bell had already rung, I didn’t know. But I’m running back, and I just stopped. I saw someone walk in the doorway. I thought, “I’d recognize that striped shirt anywhere.....” but I ignored it, I had to get to class. I ran, go my bag from the other side of the room, and before I left, I spat out the words, “Oh, hi Aaron!” then immediately though, “Damn it! What the hell was that?” I don’t like him anymore. I’ve said I didn’t need anybody like that, I was above it all. Why did I say that? I was shaking a lot of 3rd hour. Trying to forget about it. I told Lisa and Sel on the bus ride home. We all thought it was funny at first, but then the “Every time we touch” song came on. The song that reminded me of him when I had liked him. I was so pissed off. I can’t like anybody. I don’t want to be hurt again! Lisa said that something like, “It’s just that you can’t help it. You just happen to like guys who are jerks and idiots and basterds that can all go to hell, no offence.” None taken, but I actually was holding back tears. I said I was trying to prevent myself from liking anybody. I..... I don’t need a boyfriend. I can’t have one because it’ll end up the same. I’ll end up being hurt someway. I can’t go though that. I never will. Ever.

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